Chapter 249

  H U G O

  1:31AM

  I feel uneasy.

  It's already getting late and I have to wake up early for work later but here I am sitting on the couch with so much thoughts in my head.

  I feel sleepy but I just can't sleep for no reason and it's really weird because my gut feeling makes me anxious. I'm fucking tired but I can't sleep and this is new to me. I don't know what's wrong with me but I can't stop thinking about Rose.

  She fills my mind and all of a sudden I feel nervous after our phone call.

  Was it because I was frightened that Landon might have had heard the conversation I had with her earlier?

  I've been watching TV but the shows doesn't seem to satisfy me and my mind was completely bothered and elsewhere. I carefully turned off the TV and carried Bethany the second I found her asleep on my arm. While I was carrying her and staring at her, she clearly reminds me of Rose and it makes my heart hurt.