CHAPTER 465 T H E A 2

  As Sebastian approaches, he sits on the bed next to Xavier and he was just staring at him. I can tell that he wanted to touch him but I'm sure he was stopping himself from doing so. Sebastian's eyes wandered around Xavier's room and he stares at the picture frames aligned together one by one which showed him photos of our family. The pictures were mostly of Xavier growing up with Ben and I in it.

  Sebastian smiles, "I'm glad he is having a wonderful life."

  He turns back to Xavier and stares at him. "He looks just like you Thea."

  I was asking myself why I was having a hard time swallowing my saliva as I stare at him. A part of me, all of a sudden, felt sad for Sebastian because of the missed years he had spent with his son. I wanted to ask him if he regretted things that he has done to me and regretted not being able to be here for his own son.

  I wanted to ask him if he would even regret not allowing Xavier to know him as his biological dad.