Chapter 5
“Hmm …”
“Ah!”
Lintek, why is it delicious?
“Verine, hurry up and take a bath, what time is it! Don’t get soaked! Foam will come in!” I let go of the bidey I was holding to hear Tit’s voice.
Lintek oh it’s surprising Tit.
The man is taking a bath!
I was wrong!
The man is on his own, he is bothering me!
I didn’t mean to be alone in the bathroom, but I didn’t do anything. I’m a betrayer of my own body, that’s why I’m soaked in it. I’m still wasting water, wrong wrong!
I discovered that it feels good when you apply the water that comes out of the vagina to your clit. This is where I end up, independence.
I picked up the bidey to continue what I was doing. “Hmm …”
‘It’s coming soon, go ahead!’ my brain screams.
“Ah!”
“Hmm …”
Its handsome face appeared in my mind. “Doc …”
The big muscles in his arm, it was probably delicious to be confined to his big arms
His big bulge!
How does it feel to insert it?
Damn!
Of course he’s delicious!
Great!
Doc?
What am I thinking Verine!
Obscenities!
I stood in the bathtub. It’s more fun to be on my own while thinking about doc but I’m thinking wrong, ever, I’ve never been on my own while thinking about a man. I haven’t done that yet and I don’t want to do it because I have respect for men especially doc… But because… What after Verine!
The toy!
The lust!
His posture lifting feathers, his muscular body. His arm has big muscles that are nice to hold… His handsome face looks like it was sculpted by a great and famous sculptor.
The beautiful arch of his thick eyebrows .. His eyes… His lips are thin and red like a cherry.
Most of all his big bulge in the pants. It looks like it’s delicious to be covered… The bulge must be big and long—
“Hey !!”
Simultaneously with that shout came the loud horn. It happened fast. A stranger’s arm wrapped around me.
I turned to see the car stop. “Are you crazy ?! If you want to kill yourself, don’t feel sorry for me!” driver complaints from within.
I looked around. I’m floating! I’m at university! I didn’t even notice the doc’s thoughts! I thought I was still in the bathroom, even though my brain and presence were left there.
I looked at the man who was hugging me. “Are you okay, Miss?”
I quickly untied its coiled arm from me. I kept looking at him. His face was familiar. It was as if I had already seen him somewhere. I glanced at him.
Why are the lips of the men I see red ?!
I kept my gaze on his neck, a camera hanging down.
“Miss, are you alright?” The two of us met eye to eye.
Damn.
He’s the man out of the hospital!
“Wait… you’re the gorgeous girl outside the hospital!” Smiling he promised.
“Y-yes… You’re also the photographer.”
“You remember!”
I pursed my lips. “Yes, I’ll go first. Thank you earlier… If not, I might come.” And I have never experienced sex.
Damn Verine, that’s really important ah ?!
I will walk first. My forehead furrowed as he was by my side. Is he following me? I don’t want to notice her following but I can’t be bothered with her following.
I stopped walking then confronted him. “Are you following me?”
I couldn’t help but notice how it looked, it looked like he did.
“What? No.” It pointed behind me. “That’s my school.”
Damn! I was even embarrassed!
I turned my back on him and walked quickly inside.
“Aw!” I cried but I didn’t pay attention to it because I was ashamed of the handsome photographer.
I accelerated my walk to get away, gasping for breath. I stopped for a moment. I turned to see if he was still following, I breathed a sigh of relief not to find him.
I turned sesame around. My forehead furrowed as the students ran sharply. Others are quarreling.
What’s happening?
Out of curiosity, I followed them.
I found myself in the audio visual room of the University. Most of the students peeked inside.
The AVR of the university is big but we have a lot of people inside. It can’t be tambayan so why are so many people here today? I scrambled until I could get inside. I was stopped by a professor.
“With a student?”
Even though he asked me the question, I nodded, looking down at what I was wearing as well as the ID.
It opened the door after looking at it. The complaint of the students behind me echoed.
What is in my course and am I enrolled?
“For medical students, be prepared for your upcoming practical test.” Dean’s promise.
“Aw!”
“What the heck!”
Many complained and were saddened by what Dean said. I was there.
“Can we just have nothing? Grad gift you to us!” yield of one.
“You’re studying at Monteclar University School of Doctors, there’s no such thing as a gift when it comes to your grades. You need to earn your place in this field. Being lazy to study is not part of it.”
Lintek! Why didn’t I notice the name of our university? Monteclar… Does that mean … When the Monteclars do it? Lintek, probably! Obviously in the name!
Although this university is a “school for doctors”, there are still other courses taught. This is an international school, I have a classmate from another country. Englisherses!
The university has many trophies, famous and talented doctors in the country study here. It is well known in the field of medicine.
“I’m sure you don’t want to disappoint Dr. Monteclar with that kind of behavior.” Aniya.
From the center of the platform, a familiar look of the man emerged that had previously been troubling my mind.
Damn.
The handsome doctor with the big bulge!
Silence prevailed, only seconds passed, the noise prevailed again.
I was statuesque from where I stood. He was very handsome wearing a white lab oat and under his lab coat was a black polo and black fitted pants.
“Wahhh!”
“Oh my God!”
“Shit!”
“Oh my Gosh!”
“He looks so hot!”
“Take me home!”
“Love me!”
“I’m willing to give my Virginity!”
“I’m free tonight baby!”
“Eat me out!”
“So Handsome!”
“The muscles are killing me!”
“My gosh! He’s so hot!”
“The serious face is making me wet!”
Lintek naman oh!
The female students were screaming and shouting while the men seemed to be insecure with the handsome creature in front of them.
You will definitely be weary because of him! The big bulge in those fitted pants must have been scratched.
Damn! What the hell am I thinking of the handsome doctor with the big bulge!
“Omg!”
“Fuck! He’s here! Omg! He’s here!”
“So handsome!”
“Shit talent bhie!”
“I’m sure you don’t want to disappoint the handsome doctor and owner of the famous hospital in the world, Monteclar Hospital. He’s also owned this university.”
“Everyone gives rounds of applause for Dr. Deon Malcolm Monteclar.”
Everyone applauded, including some. I couldn’t clap or itch because I was just focused on her.
If that is true, he is the owner of the university and the hospital.
“I’m sure you’re all wondering why Dr. Monteclar is here… So…” he smiled at the doctor then left the stand to let him speak.
Its face is serious as it slowly walks towards the podium in front of
Stage.
“Good Morning.” Her voice was so beautiful as she greeted the students.
The women’s voices grew louder as he spoke. It seems like only now have the women seen a handsome creature here.
There are many handsome people here at Monteclar University but we can’t beat the handsomeness of this Doctor!
Women also lost their class and soberness because of her.
From the absence, Ms. Emerged. Buenavidez. “Okay students calm down,” he modestly promised.
The redness of its cheek could not be hidden. Obviously thrilled.
He even told Dr. Monteclar so she is definitely thrilled, feeling like the luckiest woman in the world.
Damn.
I’m luckier!
I can face his big bulge!
“Your practical test is your ticket to graduation, give your best at it. I’ll be there to decide if you deserve to graduate or not. I’ll be choosing the best student that will show excellence and that student will be my assistant for internship. “ he promised straight away.
“Oh my gosh?”
“Really ?!”
“I’m so excited!” The women who used to sneeze are still alive.
I can’t take my eyes off Dr. Monteclar, even though all the women went to the front to see more of its handsome face.
“Check me up!” I was surprised when a woman climbed the platform.
Dr. was not even surprised. Monteclar. He just looked at that. Instead my eyes widened as we both looked at each other.
There’s something digging in my tyan, lintek! I still have diarrhea! I was caught in the stomach.
He kept his eyes on me. “Good luck.”
“You heard Dr. Monteclar. So do your best everyone!” Why is this woman’s voice still trembling?
He turned to Dr. Monteclar and gave him a sweet smile. Dr. Monteclar ignored him because he was still looking at me. I seem to melt in his eyes.
I looked away.
I couldn’t bear to stare into her beautiful eyes for long.
Why do I feel for him?
“That’s all for now. Thank you everyone.” Smiling, Ms. Buenavides said I looked to the front again, doc and ma’am buenavidez walked away from the stage at the same time.
Lintek naman oh!
There’s something inside me that’s heating up, it’s definitely not lust. My gaze remained on the two.
I turned away as they disappeared from sight. Lintek! Why do I feel that way ?!
“Hey!”
I lost my mind when a familiar man approached me.
“I’m right, it’s you!” aniya.
“Uh…” I couldn’t think of anything to say to her.
“I’m glad I found you!” I wish I could say the same thing to him.
I want to first immerse myself and understand myself in how I feel.
“My Gosh! Is that ?!” I close my eyes to hear the cry of the woman next to me.
“Omg!”
“That’s him!” I don’t know why women are dating again. The doc is gone.
I looked around.
Damn! Why are they looking at me?
Lintek naman oh! They’re even going to beat it up when I’m talking to them!
I ran so as not to be crushed by the women.
The size, we are the trees in the park. From the classroom window I can see it. That tree must be tough too.
Like doc… Lintek! Why can’t I get that Monteclar out of my mind ?! That’s why I look outside so I can’t think of him but he still enters my mind!
Annoying! What do you have that makes me look like this ?!
I still have “good luck” after flirting with Ma’am!
Wait, is that good luck for me?
He was looking at me to say that. Seems like for me really!
Doc naman kas ---
“Ms. Garzon!”
“Oh damn!” I jumped from the seat.
Lintek really oh!
I cover the mouth of the sharp I have all the attention of classmates. “You seem distracted Ms. Garzon!” shout of prof.
“N-no, sir!” I shake.
Its right eyebrow rose. “Really … Can you tell me what was the last word I said before I called you?”
I was swallowed. “Uh… uh…” Lintek!
Her eyes narrowed as she waited for me to say something. I just bowed out of embarrassment.
“Get out of this class Ms.Garzon!”
Damn.
It doesn’t matter … This is my last class. That means I can get home early!
“Now!” Mr. shouted again. Calderon. I don’t really like this professor.
Because Doc. Monteclar kicked me out of the room! Quiet in the hallway, there was probably another class.
Exactly because I need peace of mind. I snatched the cellphone and air pods from the bag.
I chose a song without looking at the cellphone then walked away.
I was walking on the street the other day.
Trying to distract myself Oh!
Wait that someone else oh
Tryna play it cool
Tryna make you disppear but just like battle of troy there’s subtle here
Lintek!
Selena Gomez even missed it! With the amount of songs on my spotify, this is definitely the one I chose without looking!
I guess Selena’s right. I’m a bad liar. I keep on saying that I don’t want to think of him! I’m trying not to think of him but I end up dreaming of him.
The foot took me to the university theater room. I don’t know why I came here, maybe because I was floating and playing well.
I peeked inside. Every time I can do it, someone has used it, so I can’t enter unless it’s on stage and the audience needs it.
I stopped the ringing first before I went inside, I rolled my eyes around. It was dark in the place where I was standing but the view from here was the stage. The light is on from there to the end, and the aircon is on even when no one is around.
I went to the stage. I couldn’t help but smile. Finally landed on stage as well. I’ve wanted to climb here for a long time but there are always users. Rarely does no one use it.
I smiled at the thought. I played the music again.
“Oh I’m tryin ‘, I’m tryin’, I’m tryin ‘I’m tryin’, I’m tryin ‘Oh tryin’, I’m tryin ‘I’m tryin’ I’m tryin ‘, I’m tryin not to think about you No, no, no, no Not to think about you … “
Slowly I slid my hand from head to waist, itching me to frown to the accompaniment of the music as my hand traveled to other parts of the body.
“No, no, no, no Oh I’m tryin ‘, I’m tryin’, I’m tryin ‘I’m tryin’, I’m tryin ‘Oh tryin’, I’m tryin ‘, I’m tryin ‘I’m tryin’, I’m trying ‘Not to give in to you No, no, no, no Not to give in to you With my feelings on fire Guess I’m a bad liar. “
I close my eyes as I turn around swaying my hips. I bit my lip when I saw Doc’s handsome face in my mind.
“I see how your attention builds. It’s like looking in a mirror. Your touch is like a happy pill but still all we do is fear. What could possibly happen next? Can we focus on love?”
“Paint my kiss across your chest If you’re the art, I’ll be the brush. “I sang as if I was in a concert. I used the whole stage to dance.
There’s no one here so no one can see what I’m doing.
“Ooh you’re taking up a fraction of my mind Ooh every time I watch you serpentine…”
I danced to the chorus again. Just like the choreography I did earlier.
“Oh I’m tryin ‘, I’m tryin’, I’m tryin ‘I’m tryin’, I’m tryin ‘Oh tryin’, I’m tryin ‘, I’m tryin’ I’m tryin ‘ , I’m tryin ‘Not to think about you. “
Kembot there, kembot here. ‘Say no Verine! Now you can only use the theater room. There are no people so make the most of it. ‘ my brain whispered.
“No, no, no, no Not to think about you—”
I was distracted by turning on the light at the far end of the theater room where I had been sitting before. My eyes widened as I looked at the man standing near the door.
Damn! What is he doing here ?! I thought nobody! Has he been there long?
His eyebrows met while his forehead was furrowed as if something he didn’t like to see.
Did he watch me dance ?!
Damn.
Its gaze remained. I was devastated by the way he stared at me.
Why did he look like that? Didn’t he like my captivating dance?
Lintek to Verine! That’s exactly what you thought! Shame you did! You’re embarrassing!
I looked around, there was no one else here but him and me.
I hadn’t heard the door open before, so how did it get in without me knowing?
Not so … Lintek! I probably didn’t notice him coming in here because I was busy dancing! I even closed my eyes before!
Lintek naman oh!
“Oh, Dr. Monteclar, you’re here in the theater room,” Ms. Buenavidez.
“Do you like doc shows? There’s an upcoming play next week. It’ll be our pleasure to welcome you as our guest,” he said with a smile.
He turned to the woman. “I don’t like plays … especially if it suggests sexual scenes.” He glared at me.
Ms. Blushed. Buenavidez. “Oh no of course not, Dr. Monteclar. We don’t let our students do such things. This university doesn’t tolerate things like that. The students are trained to be civil and proper.”
Even in the distance, I could see its eyebrows rising.
He turned in my direction. “You’re not sure about it.” He smirked.
Does that mean, I’m not civil and proper ?!
My gaze shifted to Ms.’s narrowed eyes. Buenavidez.
“Students are not allowed here.” Aniya.
The doc glared at me before exiting the theater room. Ms. Kept looking at me. Buenavidez, it didn’t take long because it followed doc.
I took a deep breath. I remember what was done earlier. Oh no Verine! You danced obscenely earlier! Doc even watched!
Damn.