CHAPTER 11: Bottles of Feelings

  Ezra’s Point Of View.

  AFTER the incident when we toured the mall and unknowingly got into trouble, I never left the guest room again. Even though the seven of us are on good terms and breathing fine, I still locked myself up here.

  I’m avoiding something, or maybe someone if I have to say…

  Because these past few days, I’ve been feeling a bit strange. I don’t know why but whenever he’s around, my heart begins to flutter and beat so fast. As if it were racing.

  It feels weird and very unusual to me. And I don’t want to feel that. I don’t like this kind of feeling, that’s why I’m trying to ignore it in every way possible. I’m trying to restrain myself from falling while I still can.

  I have to get myself out of another mess. I have to prevent self-destruction before it eventually occupies my entire system.