I Should Die Mom

Advi's POV

'Aiii' I pushed him lightly on his chest as he kept kissing my whole face. Am I kid or some newborn? Huhhhh!!

Yes he treats you like a small newborn.

'Lets go Baby Dove. ' With that he picked me up and we went to my college. Why ? Simply I have classes. As today I am fineeeee. Yes finally this tall and big husband of mine let me get out of the bed after that bad toothache. Well it wasn't that painful but he took so much care for me. Sometimes it scares me thinking that there is some strong reason behind all these.

*No Advi , it's only his love.* I scolded myself.

Soon we reached to our car. I sat beside him on the back seat as the driver uncle drove the car. I messaged Sakshi that I am coming to college today from my new phone. Yes he brought me a new phone , a freaking iphone. I was reluctant to take it remembering all those horrible past of being unemployed and most importantly not being able to do anything. My self respect was always crushed down , my pride was never there. But with him , it was something different. He could understand my unspoken words. That's the one reason he gifted me this saying that it's very important to have a phone.

Points to be noted

I can contact you anytime.

You can use it whenever you want.

And it's also important to know your location.

'Yeh meri pati hai ya phir college ka lecturer.' That was only my first thought. (Is he my husband or the lecturer of the college?)

Soon we reached to my college and saying goodbye to him I went inside my class. The day went as usual I talk with him during break and had my food.

It was only 4 when I went out of my class as it was end of the college for today. But but as I stood in front of my college gate I hurt I heard a sudden sound of thunder storm.

A piece of me got afraid. I hate rains. I hate thunderstorm. I hate clouds. It always makes me remember that horrible day of my life. It makes me always remember how pathetic I am right now. I shuddered with the sound of second thunderstorm. But to my good love that time Sakshi ran towards me 'Di are you fine? ' I could only give her a mere nod.

Thank god she came. She knows very well about it she is the only person with whom I shared about it. She rubs my back and made me relax and call Siddharth immediately. And within few minutes Siddharth was there with his car and driver uncle. I was little bit relax to have Sakshi by my side but when Siddharth hugged me I felt secure in his arms. He made me sit inside the car and hold me close.

'It is just thunderstorm heavily raining Baby Dove nothing more.' He said almost making me sit on his lap.

But I couldn't tell him that I am afraid of this little thing. I just gave him a nod.

Sakshi was already gone to her room as Siddharth wanted to make sure of that.

But my luck was not good that day the thunderstorm didn't stop even after we reached our house. It made my condition more painful. Siddharth was always by my side.

I also couldn't talk with Sakshi properly even I didn't bother to have a nice talk with family members. But nearly about 7 pm all the sounds went off as Siddharth ordered all the maids to make sure all the windows are closed in our mansion. And it did work. I took a breath of relief sitting on the sofa in hall.

'Now is it find Baby Dove?' He asked me sitting beside me.

'Yes it is. ' I replied as I was feeling a little bit well. And then he placed me on his lap and started feeding me the snacks which I rejected few minutes back.

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Sid's POV

As soon as the rain started remembered something, something from my dark past. And then a name came in my mind a name whom I love most and a name whom I feared most. And at the same time Sakshi called me to inform about Advika. Without wasting a minutes i hurried towards her college with driver uncle.

Her condition was so bad even in this little bit of rain. Even after reaching home, she denied to have food and sat on the sofa in the drawing hall with a shaking body. Whenever I see her in tears, in pain I lose it. I lost control over my inner beast, it makes me always feel like how cruel I am. Just one mistake changed my whole life and turned her whole life upside and down. Why why that day I couldn't control myself?

I almost punched the mirror of my room but a maid came again.

'Bhaiya aunty called me to make sure bhabi ate her food but she didn't.'

'I will handle her. Close all the doors and windows of this house. Not a single sound should come inside from outside.' With that I left for my Baby Dove. I will make everything right Baby Dove. Just I need you beside me.

*Late night*

Author's POV

Mom I swear on you mom. It was a mistake Mom. It was unintentional Mom I hate myself. I should die Mom.

I should die Mom.

I should die Mom.

I should die Mom.

That 18 years boy jumped from his house.

'NOOO ' Arunima woke up with a jerk. Her whole body was covered with sweats. She was shaking badly.

It was the worst nightmare of her life.

'What happened love?' Arvind ask sitting beside her. He was stunned to see his wife like this for the first time in his life.

Pouring a glass of water he made her drink it.

'We are going back tomorrow and please consider it has my gift for our this year anniversary. '

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