CHAPTER 5

I didn't speak throughout the entire time I was getting ready, being silent is my form of defiance. Liana painted my fingers and toes a simple nude color while Carmen did my make-up and hair. I felt like a prized cattle being taken off to an auction except the auction was already complete and I have been sold to the highest bidder and while a cattle knows its death would be swift, mine would be a slow and painful breaking of my spirit and soul.

Carmen went through my closet and brought out a white dress that I didn't even know I had. I rose from the chair and she helped me put it on then led me to the full length mirror. I looked beautiful I won't deny that but the reason why I looked this beautiful brought bile to the back of my throat.

My make-up was completely natural and it made me look like a young, pure innocent little girl. My hair was in simple curls that hung to my waist and it was pinned behind my ears so only a few strands framed my face.