CHAPTER 19.

They return to the stage to carry out the last rehearsal for the day.

I quietly sit in the corner watching the whole dance, since I won't be helping with the dance moves, let me mind my behavior to avoid confusion.

Once we close for the day, I give the students a good remark to keep the fighting spirit alive.

"Yes I need to ginger their Spirit," I thought as I applauded them with a clap, at least I wasn't useless today,

I stand and watch them entering the school bus, making sure they all feel comfortable though they are not kids, they still need adult eyes to guide them, so I didn't mind even though I was feeling tired. As long as they arrive home safely, that's enough. For me.

They bid me farewell as the bus drove off.

Once the bus was gone, I heavy sigh, reminding myself of my early decision not to attach feelings to work, especially not this particular one.

I carried my bag and was about to leave when I remembered my book I kept at the table, I have picked it up earlier when I was escaping the mess I caused during the day.

After the earlier incident, I was strolling down the garden investigating how to occupy my mind and free its thoughts but changed my mind to visit the school library. At least I needed to free my heavy heart before returning to the practice room since they will be starting soon.

I know some students are there to read, as I walked past the stack of books until my eyes rested on the one I was looking for before returning to the practice room. "MYSTIQUE DAMON" I beamed with a smile as I picked up the book and ran off.

I know I kept it there on Hoseok's table, but my eyes weren't following properly as I tried taking the book, the sound of shattering filled the room,

My brain went dead, my hand was shaking as I bent down to gather the shattered glasses.

"What for clumsiness is this?can't you put yourself together?'

I wanted to apologize, but I lost my voice, I was already in a whirling vortex of emotions, his voice was deep, which means he was angry.

I turn to face him, but his last statement makes things worst.

" I thought you were always the careful girl, but it seems I was wrong all this while"

His word pierced through my heart I wasn't expecting such a compliment and what did he mean he thought about me, I haven't even met him before, and it hasn't been long since I met him, so how did he conclude that?

My eyes had already betrayed me, but I managed to hold my heart together rather than breaking down in his presence.

I took the supposed book. "I'm truly sorry.' I muttered, pushing past him and Jimin, I ran as fast as I could out of the room, banging the door behind me.

Hoseok was still standing in the same position Bella left him, his face was plain blank and frozen cold.

Jimin stared at him still wondering what was going on, rather than stressing his brain he decided to follow the easiest route.

"Ain't you going after her."

Hoseok clenched his fists, shaking his head, turned and looked at the bewildered Jimin standing by his side

"No… Allow her to realize her mistakes and put herself together." He said as he bent down to pick up the shattered glasses and clean up the mess she caused already.

"But Hyung are you leaving me in the dark?"

Jimin asked, curiously staring at his Hyung, if there is anything he needed to understand is the relationship between him and Bella.

Yes, he wasn't into her, but his Hyung behavior is confusing him more and more, and he needs to explain things to him.

The next moment, he turned and looked at Jimin with a smile forming on his face.

"I will tell you who the "Alien Angel is"

Immediately Hyung used the word "Alien Angel" he didn't say anything again because only the name ring a bell, he nonchalantly approached his table, gathering his stuff in his bag and the two left the room.

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As I made my way home, my thoughts wandered off into memories of my life before moving to Korea.

I have always been a strong-headed kid who never liked to be pushed around.

I always strategize my plans perfectly before taking a move, I know I can be annoying and like picking on Becky; Yes I like it when I get her angry. It gives me joy.

But as time went on I started noticing changes in my behavior, I started caring too much, constantly looking for positive compliments that I started finding some characters in people annoying.

At first, it came with puberty but no, it started getting worse making me emotionally weak and growing up with it. Not only that, I did the MBTI Test and I ended up as an Introvert. Now what's in the actual introvert I am, the most annoying thing about this temperament is I cry a lot. Every single word, if not worded properly, hits me hard.

I try as much to be bossy or sassy, yet I end up being the one hurt.

I dropped my bag in my locker, check out myself in the bathroom, and walked straight to my room without minding if Becky was home.

Furthermore, I'm already in a bad mood, I don't want anyone to add to it.

I lay down on my bed, but my heart keeps drifting away, all I need is just a distraction to my brain I was trying as hard as could to refocus my brain when I heard a knock on the door.

"Hey. Sis, can I come in? Came Becky's voice.

For a minute I didn't move nor did I make a sound upon all the constant knocks.

I didn't want another bitchy attitude to begin with, but before I could say anything she already opened the door.

I heave a long sigh before looking intently at her. "How may I help you? I shot out my angry tone immediately after she entered my room.

"Are you okay? She said sitting on my bed.

Still unsure what to tell her because even her character confuses me, ever since our last altercations she seems to start to behave herself no more her bitchy attitude, yes exactly the way I want.

I love to control those who think they are self-made bosses, and I love putting them in their place, but I don't understand why I am hurt by Hoseok's words, not only that his aura always gives out make me cold, he gives me this feeling of "You must respect and behave yourself anytime, anywhere…Well, not bad but why did he act like his my boss?

I think he is trying to control me by using hurting words on me. Maybe I am stupid as he said.

I hesitantly looked at her, closing my eyes, I just let the tears drop.

Becky was completely stunned for a moment, she wasn't expecting to see her tear up, her cries confused her so much that she didn't know when she wrapped her up in an embrace.

The tears Bella was saving the whole day, she let it out as she feels her sister's arm around her and she leans in.

"What happened? Becky asked, stroking her back to calm and coax her out of her emotional state, after what seemed like a minute, Bella became calm and Becky led her back to the living room.

Pouring her some juice, she plonked herself down next to her,

She had dreamt of this moment, so she wants to utilize it very well.

"Becky, what should I do to be more of a lady….lady-like?" Bella uttered, looking utterly sad with her red eyes.

(Disclaimer: Just want you all to remember this is a pure work of Fiction, if you are expecting this book to represent the characters' personalities then I am sorry to disappoint you, all I put

disclaimer to enable those who know and understand the actual Hoseok and their Characters not to misinterpret their personality like I said this is a 100% Fan Fiction and I hope everything we read here remains in the book.

Thanks for staying with me until this chapter.

Please keep taking care of yourself this week okay

I Love you Benita Bensplen