Interests and grief of losing

I had my mouth getting opened again she put her tongue inside my mouth and started kissing me.

Then she said I think so I am not beautiful enough that's why you are not interested in me.

I saw a girl closing her eyes while kissing because she feels shy and doesn't want to make a mistake or get confused but I didn't see a boy closing his eyes while kissing.

She rushed to dress and dressed herself up she was looking like an angel. But I saw she was extremely sad.

I tried to get up from bed but I was unable to she left the room for some reason I was feeling pain in my chest.

When she came back, I told her I must go or my papa will kill me. She looked at me with anger came me and said you are not going anywhere I don't want you to die!!! (in anger)

These wounds are extreme give me your papa's number my father will talk to him. As soon I heard this the thought of him killing this beautiful girl only increased my stress and I got up in a rush and I kissed her I begged her to let me get back home or something terrible will happen.

She kissed me back and said OK.

She said we will meet again. I looked at her and left her room. When I got back home, I felt pain in my chest this pain was a lot much than the pain from my wounds.

My father was not to be seen anywhere I asked servants and they said he is out of town and will arrive late at night and said I must eat the dinner and medicine he instructed it.

I had my dinner and I ate my medicine. I laid down on the bed and closed my eyes I could only see her face a smiling face of hers.

I opened my eyes but she was not getting away from my eyes which made me this confused that I thought maybe I am angry at myself for not spending the night at hers so I broke everything in my room while shouting.

For getting to know why Zayn is acting this way keep reading "A world with desire"

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