Chapter 19: STORY 10

I am a bit strange human being not good not bad either, in many people's eyes I am a monster. Not necessarily a bad person I pay my taxes, follow traffic rules and go to church but I don't process emotions like any other normal person. I don't feel guilt or shame if I am angry I am super duper angry and if I am interested I get obsessed. Not like I am a total monster but I am not humans for most of all.

If we talk about how my lack of emotions is related to my surroundings I will blame it all on my father. He is not good father but also not a good husband. He lured my mother from Korea to here china in the pretext of love and married her with the promises of loving and supportive husband. A didn't pass by when he didn't beat my mother and after I got older I started to protect mother from him and started beating him in return. That is why he he sent me to any prestigious school and college abroad to keep me away from him, but didn't give me money for flight back home. So I started to save money even when I was little and started investing my money here and there. The joy I received to see him shock when he found me in his doorstep every time was magnificent.

Eventually, I graduated and headed to Harvard university but not before spending necessary funds to make sure that father never hurt my mother again , I wanted to do ha with my own hand slowly and painfully but this kind of pleasure is dangerous for me. So I let professionals handle it.

I moved my mother from that house to city where I would attend my college and asked her what she wanted to o with this house so standing on the opposite side of the road while holding mom's hand we both watched the house shattering in to ground from he start she knows something is wrong with me but I was better than her husband I was the angel in her eyes

I graduated with highest distinction in a master's program with my mother in the same ciy I could visit her all year round. I only took time off post graduation to take her visit to her homeland where she hadn't been in 2 decades.

Now at 28 I work as an investor in a company I could work from home but my mom wants to see me going to company wearing a suit an work from behind the desk. It takes up whole floor for my office , my secretary's cabin and lounge for clients

I achieved so much in my life so early so wanted o plan next so should I roam the world…naa it would be pointless to just wander around the world of course there would be new people an beauty but I will soon get bores of them. I could volunteer also but it will be mostly for my benefits than other's welfare so an idea came to my mind that I should think of immortality.

Not like going to the mountain top to meditate and acquire immortality but progeny. Yes, I was thinking of making babies to have mu own children. So some time I pushed that idea back to my head but when I realized it was not going away and since I am 28 years old I would have to think about love, marriage and children, a year later or so. After realizing that I thought to push the ball forward. With how I am I don' believe in love after having traumatizing childhood. And I am person of facts than love. I would always think about going on a hun for the perfect mother of my child but she was working with me all along

My secretary was a perfect fit. Her name was Samara Logan, nickname Sam. She grew up in a small town so small that their biggest festival of the year was peach festival. Her father is the head of the town and mother is school teacher. She was the perfect fit, I was looking for. A wonderful wholesome balance of the mighty level of f*cked up which I inherited.

She was beautiful, Tall which was additional bonus for me, wild curls tamed beautifully in a bun, white porcelain like skin, thick thighs which I could think of, for whole day she has hick highs and wide round juicy a*s. her waist which was pulled in tightly because of her hips was still soft. Whenever she move I want to run my hands all over her.

The only bad thing is she was so shy and scared even though she could handle business related deals and proposal very well but as soon as she is out of her office dress she freaked out. Socially she shielded and hid constantly, that's why I cannot take her to evening parties

To be continued…..