Eleanor

William left me all alone in our secret lover's nest. Repeating these words in my head made me laugh out loud like a madman.

This feels so bizarre to me. This is my reality now. Never knew my life would l change drastically within one week. But I'm here now. I should enjoy the ride.

I don't know where William is. He just told me he is going out for a few hours and he will be back to take me out on our first date.

He didn't tell where the hell he was going. He is surely a jerk for doing this. He has started treating me like a mistress without realizing it.

I'm not going to fuss about it. I chose him over a good man who was giving me the world.

What a dumbass girl I am. I'm fucking stupid.

I spent the rest of the afternoon in the studio playing sad ballad music on my violin.