Part 1

Lines of Lust;

Astra/Gina; Fatal Attractions

Cait brought me here and now she just leaves me here with strangers. She wasn't always the most durable person but still, it wasn't right because now in here working out alone. But I suppose it isn't so bad she's nice at least and we seem to have conversations effortlessly. High school was the last time I could hold conversations with people but back then I was pretending. Now I don't care to fit in I just wanna be seen by her after so many years I deserve that much or so I thought. But I should accept that she doesn't care for me like that the evidence is in front of me I just can't accept it.

" Hey Space ranger... Planet Earth calling you back down."

Cute but corny I don't even know the last time I laughed so honestly. The way she looks at me feels like a dream of something I always wanted but what is it.

" Sorry was... In space I guess."

" No worries you just got dropped by your girlfriend here though so I get it."

How red could you get when embarrassed because that's the first time I felt like I could explode from it.

" No no no... Uh not dating friends, totally friends.."

Now she's laughing and I feel hurt by it oddly enough, why was it so funny. Was it what I said or was it.

" Sorry but that was cute for someone so defensive... Sorry I shouldn't have pried into your life."

" Oh jeez, it's fine... But yeah I'm not dating anyone just a really good friend."

I didn't need to add that part but it's like reaching to the surface from the ocean. Hoping someone will pull you out before you drown, she's staring again. How much can she see and how well am I hiding things.

" I understand but it's a tragedy honestly... It's clear as day you are a keeper Astra. She's crazy not to see it as I do."

Flirting I didn't pick up on it at first she was navigating waters just to find a safe place. I guess I was wrapped into her comforting words that I didn't notice her hands on my thighs. My body was screaming at me all this time but those damn eyes had me hooked on the words she spoke. The need to be wanted is powerful.

" I'm not a good person so I understand why I wouldn't be wanted... But it's okay Gina I'm fine."

" Are you sure or have you just let yourself accept it. Come with me."

Before I could respond I was pulled along like a current from a calm river, I felt guided. What was it about her that drew me in close and made me feel so protected. Before I knew it she was behind me as I was facing a mirror and her hands held my hips focusing became harder every second. Soon she had her chin on my shoulder and I could feel her breath everywhere I was conscious and sensitive to everything. My body felt like a volcano asleep for centuries that was given a spark to come alive. But I was scared so I didn't move or speak I just listened and felt her skin on mine.

"This is what I see and I think you should see what it is I see."

Slender firm fingers tracing lines against my abs I had forgotten about. Every stroke of her fingers revealed to me vividly what she saw and what I did not. My body never looked so I've before now. I couldn't help the catching of my breath every second she moved across my son. She must have known what she was doing or what was happening with me at this moment. But she refused to let on even if she did which left me gazing into her eyes through the mirror. I felt anchored to a port held safely from drifting off into the currents threatening me. That's when I felt her hands ever so casually brush upwards across the sports bra. I think what embarrassed me most was their lack of attention I had for my surroundings, my nipples had become erect. But she gave no hint at noticing and yet in left with a longing ready to burst like a dam. But just as I nearly lose to my lust she pulls me back sweetly once more showing me what she sees.

" These eyes are like the stars, they can go dimly lit to alive in a matter of seconds... I never met someone who could hold an entire galaxy in her eyes, the mystery, the beauty, the light, the dark... You hold it all in such a small yet large part of what I see. "

Words I didn't think I would hear directed at me I felt like crying. How can she say these things so lightly and mean every word of it does she believe it. Even though I have an ugliness inside will she still believe it, I could drown right now and be at peace. I'm aware and oblivious at the same time because I realized only too late where my hands wandered to. It was the subtle change in her eyes anchoring me showing a storm on the horizon. So when I flexed my hands as if on instinct I felt firm goodness of her rear which granted me a hiss. The amount of pleasure in a simple sound was maddening to me, she's a goddess and I'm at her mercy.

Words I tried to whisper but got caught inside my throat as I felt her lips on skin. Burying themselves into the crook of my neck laying claim to tender skin. A gasp rushing forth and just like that the storm has removed the anchor from the port. My head was resting on her exposing myself to her without reservation. I had a new anchor and it was enough to spur her on with a calm yet excited energy. She was marking and tasting parts of me I never thought I would feel from another's mouth. So I squeezed when I need more of her sounds and her attention. If this is how one submits to a goddess I accept my fate as long as she never stops.

Her hands found themselves back on my breasts attending to erect nipples. I thought breathing beneath the ocean was difficult but this is nearly suffocating. My breathing can't keep up but I continue letting soft sounds and erratic breathing guide me forward. If my eyes are a galaxy for her then I offer her that endless moment we have right now for as long as she wishes to explore. Teeth claiming just beneath my jawline creating a path across forcing my lips to part letting forth more of my unchained desires. Without letting me wait she claims my mouth in a kiss that consumes me entirely, pure bliss. And when the kiss ends she's whispering to me.

" Come with me, Astra... You just got upgraded to VIP treatment."

That broke the moment even if temporarily I had no idea how corny she was but it was cute. All I could think was, what happens next to me.