Self pity and misery

Zuni kicked the stone with her feet and grumbled while walking home in heavy snow. Her brother had disappeared just like her husband without saying any words. As good as she was at running away and disappearing, she wasn't good at bearing the same thing that happened to her. 

She had reached the hotel where she was staying but she didn't know what was stopping her. She didn't go inside because she just wanted to feel sad. Of course, she knew that she was weird but someday you didn't want to be an understanding person and just want to be sad and offended and maybe it was that day. Or she was once again high on hormones. 

It was no secret that she was a K-drama and C-drama addict. Every drama had a scene where the female lead would be sad and the snow or rain would be pouring while the female lead would be sitting under the shed of the bus stop feeling sad in the utter cold.

[Yes, I was just doing the same. Pathetic, isn't it? But who cares?]