Chapter 172: To Read or Not to Read_2

In other words, the onset of my senile dementia has been brought forward...

Without a doubt, this is a terrifying signal!

Now that the triggers for madness have been decoded by me, and I've even found a way to cheat the system, it has become a secondary threat to my life.

However, now the primary threat of "senile dementia" seems to be worsening...

Of course, it could also be because I've lost my legs and suffered a major blow both physically and mentally, leading to a decline in my physical condition which has triggered an earlier onset of the disease.

But...

So many episodes, so many brothers, so many ways to die, who hasn't endured devastating blows both physically and mentally, or borne immense survival pressure while desperately carrying on?

They have not deteriorated, so why should you, a person who "reads books and plants flowers, living a life full of taste", be the one to deteriorate?

Who do you look down on?