The straw doll's experiences over these years made her feel that D132 was really a paradise.
Over there, she had no worries, and she could revive even after dying.
Over there, there were people to talk to and act mysterious with. Although there was a god's finger sleeping at the side, It would be in deep slumber most of the time.
In addition, from time to time, there would be guardians who were pranked by her.
Although she yearned for freedom at that time, upon truly attaining it, she discovered that it wasn't as joyful as she imagined. Life outside was too harsh, and her undying characteristics led to her being exploited in various ways.
She was truly too miserable.
Her undying characteristic was also fading away, unable to restore her limbs. But at least, she could still hold on. The millstone, which suffered as miserably as her, was now nearly dead.