Camílla Sapphire Chloe Scott. Her past is the equivalent of her first name, just as heavy and dreadful.

Camílla (pronunciation of her name is Cammia) Scott is a 18 year old girl in her final year of school. 

A boy named Alex is taking over her life. The urge of revenge for her brother and their honour fueling a fire ensures to take her to higher ground, but at the cost of destroying mostly herself.

The question stands. Why would Alexander be with his friends' enemy?

Is their love true?

Is their love as pure as snow?

Will Camílla finally find peace?




Sneak peek:

With the letter still in my hands I place my head on my favourite pillow and let Alex take my hand in his. He wraps me up in a hug while I take in my surroundings.

We are standing in the middle of a field with the sun setting on the horizon. "I love you Cam…"

the Unraveling

You would think that some sense of rationality would kick in before you do such a drastic thing , but I guess in a moment of bliss the ability of just simply using one of the many fully functioning neurological cells is not needed. 


This feels like a zoom out moment , where I need to see the bigger picture in order to understand why this shit is happening to me. Most importantly why. 


Sadly I'm not a time traveler to visit the past to see what I initiated for him to do this , feel this emotions that are so strongly forbidden in our society and to the future to see how we will end up , how everything will fit in. Mostly to see if this will only cause destruction or will it be a steppingstone to much greater things. 


Nor can I read minds to get into his head and figure out what he is feeling. 


Chapter 24