Her eyes stare at mine expectantly. The shine that was once vivid in them are now gone. Only the hollow shell of what once was are left now.
I can feel the sweat starting to pool on my forehead.
If I tell her now , will she be one to overlook and stick with me through all or is it just too heavy a load one needs her to carry?
Is it possible to lose her?
At first I just tooked her for a rebound , but after the night we spend at the ocean I've started to drown in her charm. The way she hasn't judged me yet for all the shit I've put her through in only one month.
"Cameron you've promised to tell me when you're better and I backed off from the topic. I was the one who've looked after you from the first day I've met you. Now it's your turn to give back." She says. The words still settling into my mind. I know what she is saying is absolutely correct but what she is asking from me takes me to a place that I rather want to forget.