Episode 7: Part 1

I asked myself many times, will I ever experience a good and healthy life? Will I ever be able to move further than just being lonely?

How does it feel having someone to rely on?

I never got a chance to become close to anyone because I was different due to my situation and circumstances. And unfortunately, my life was just too harsh on me to get happiness.

A life partner was just a dream for me which might never be true. I lied to myself everyday, every morning, that tomorrow will be better.

And years passed, when would that 'tomorrow' arrive?

My life, it was fucked.

I was tired, and exhausted.

I just needed hope, but it never got to me.

So, I changed. I became distorted.

My vision, my view, of the real world differed from others.

I did go for a checkup, and the doctors informed me that I developed a serious disorder, Schizophrenia.

They say, I need dire treatment or the longer I live, the more dangerous I will become. But that was false, and I proved it.

Actually no, that wasn't a disorder for me. That was a salvation. It saved me from dying way earlier.

Yet, I couldn't escape from the shackles of depression and ultimately get destroyed by it.

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As Ryan's hands kneaded on her breasts, Nisha took in a gasp and her set of thoughts jumbled instantly.

It was her first time experiencing this sensation of getting touched by someone on her breasts.

Touch would be too little to describe the feeling, Nisha was getting her breasts kneaded to other's content.

The long fingers circled around her breasts, the palms pushed and the bones pressed.

Nisha adjusted her sitting position, but her movement caused Ryan to be even more aroused as her butt rubbed on his penis.

She was warm, soft, and far more rich in quality, compared to any female Ryan came across. That included his own family as well.

"Do it rougher. I, I want you to squeeze my breasts more!"

Ryan couldn't see Nisha's expression while she talked but he could make out that she was definitely embarrassed.

"Okay."

He pulled her closer to him, her slim back pressed on his chest and his chin rested on her shoulder.

"Haah… Haah…"

Ryan could hear and feel her warm breaths, it stimulated him to clenched his jaws and stop himself from breaking her up.

His thoughts were slightly vicious, he wanted to make her, his. He wanted to enslave her and rape her every single day.

Intrusive thoughts really were dangerous. Ryan composed himself and his thoughts.

"How about this?"

He lowered his eyes and looked at her rosy erect nipples. His fingers traveled around them and then pinched and pulled them.

Nisha bit her lips, closed her eyes and clenched her fists to resist the intense move from Ryan. She almost wanted to burst into a loud moan.

Her lower body was much more honest, her thighs rubbed against each other and her vagina was letting out a pungent scent.

If the smell that was released from Suzy was addicting, then the smell released by Nisha was like water to a human.

They can't live without it.

Ryan continued to pinch and pull her nipples, the weight of her breasts actually wasn't heavy considering the size.

Since he couldn't hold on any longer, Ryan started becoming more intimating with her. His lips kissed on the side of her neck and nape.

Suzy didn't want to disturb the two so she left them alone in the living room and went to her bedroom to get a better sleep.

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Nisha grew up in a very rich and high profile family, with a step-mother, father and two elder sisters.

In her life, due to her family being so rich, she never felt the need for anything except love. Yes, love was the only thing missing in her life.

From little, Nisha was shaped to be perfect by her parents and sisters. Not until she became 15 did she gain freedom.

Her life could be said to be dark with her being all alone in a corner. Everyone wanted to be with her because of her money, looks and talents.

But, not one was ready to trade with love. It caused her to be cold, and indifferent to other's feelings, to some extent, it changed her.

Today, she was expecting to be disappointed. Fortunately, today, she met with Ryan.

Someone who was very similar to him, and someone who lived a life once already.

"Ahh!"

A moan escaped from her mouth. This was it, the point where Nisha couldn't hold back her emotions.

"Nnn! Ahhh!"

Her chest moved outward as Ryan increased the pulls on her nipples. Her hands grabbed on his thighs and held on them tightly.

"M-More! Touch me more! Do it harder!"

It seemed that Nisha liked it when she was getting treated roughly, which gave Ryan a very simple understanding of her.

Masochist, a person who derives sexual gratification from being subjected to physical pain or humiliation.

The one thing that Ryan knew the best in the world was pain and nothing else.

'Ah, I didn't know that I would be able to do this to someone in my life.'

Ryan lifted her right arm and placed it over his neck, then raised her right leg over his right leg.

With his mouth just next to her right breast, Ryan bit on that side of her nipple while the other one was being pinched, twisted and pulled by his left hand.

Nisha was riding clouds, she didn't resist herself and moaned loudly.

Being a virgin, and the stimulation too strong, Nisha's body reacted as it should have. Thick amounts of fluid squirted out of her vagina like a fountain.

Her body was twitching convulsively, her limbs were like snakes entangling around Ryan.

For the first time in her life, Nisha never had an orgasm like this one before. Whatever it was, Nisha was grateful to Ryan.

"Haah… Haah… This, I didn't know something like this existed."

In Nisha's eyes, there was surprise and disbelief. Ryan grinned and sucked on her nipples, his eyes focused on her face.

Nisha moved her right hand and stroked Ryan's face while sticking her chest towards him to give him better access to her breasts.

Her eyes watched Ryan like she was seeing someone different, someone special in her view.

With her left hand which was free, she touched his hard penis and stroked it. Her hands were big, but even so, she was barely able to fully hold Ryan's penis.

Cause it was too damn big for his size, no, it was many times bigger than average if being correct.

People think that while having intercourse, slutty talk creates more arousement and it was true but silent ones were also good.

Just like Ryan and Nisha. There were words, arousing ones, but not that much.

Nisha could feel the heat trapped in Ryan's hard penis, it wanted to be free, it wanted to be inside her right now.

"I can't wait anymore, fuck me now!"

Nisha spoke with haste. She turned over and repositioned herself so she faced Ryan and her vagina was over his penis.

She stared straight in Ryan's eyes, and he could hear her silent roars.

Nisha wanted to experience sex! Not normal…

Hardcore!