The Dark Memories of The Past [4]

By the time I turned fifteen and reached the end of my 10th grade, I'd grown used to the normal experiments and entertainment I was doing for myself. 

Because no matter what I tried, the setting was the same every time and I was bored with it now. I wasn't getting the dopamine rush I loved so much, and it was starting to frustrate me now. 

I wanted something new, something different, something big. Yeah, that's right. I wanted to do something big this time. But I didn't know what I could do, therefore I started searching for new ways. 

I began searching for new ways in every place, and for that, I started noticing things closely. The people that were around me, the things they did, the way they acted, the relationships they had, how they had them, and what could make things go south, I started observing every little detail. 

Then one day, I found what I was looking for. And it was not somewhere out in the world, but rather in my own house.