Vicky

She was moaning my name as I was doing her, my fingers in and out of her like corndog inside a drooling mouth. She was so wet when I pulled my hand off her and placed my body on top of her and pumped with her until she came. Dalia still wanted me to touch her...when I suddenly saw the black shadow beside us and me seeing a hand touching Dalia on her breasts...ahhhh!!!, I shouted and jumped off from Dalia when I saw that black thing. Dalia shouted at me and asked what happened. I covered my top with my shirt and covered Dalia with her sleeved shirt and apologized for what I did. It was a splendid night but that shadow isn't going to leave me at all. And that is the nightmare I have been dreaming ever since I took the shot of my serum, my invention to re-program a mind, my mind, my brain. And my brain is making this shadow, my shadow do things unimaginable, such as sex, and it even joined me and Dalia earlier. My God, what have I done?. Now I am scared not only for myself but for Dalia as well. Dalia was delighted to be with me that night but she was still dumbfounded to what really happened that night that I never wanted to talk about it with her. It's been two weeks and I have kept myself busy. Finding answers to what caused the side effects and what could I do to reverse the effects of the serum and if the programmer medicine I was taking really is working. I took a some fluid samples on my saliva and took some too like when doing a SWAB test for Covid, thirty years ago, so Doc can check them out and see if something went wrong with my experiment. Or if my serum is no longer susceptible to use especially when I am already immune to it by now. But I couldn't risk it, it's only a month away till the fair and I am about to have an astounding breakthrough on the digital mind. It should work, It's got to work no matter what happens, whatever the cost I will find a way to make it work. It'll take a couple of days to get the results on my fluid tests. I should apologize to Dalia, so I got her flowers and will need to promise that next time everything will be splendid. Mom and dad are having a great time in France now, they said it's colder there but they are always thinking about me and what I was eating. Haa!, yup, if they only knew what I was eating lately...I thought laughing my heart out. What is that shadow saying or is it just a figment of my mind. I tried to focus on my yoga meditations and tried to call for it. If this works then I would be able to control it or if not then I need to find another way to resolve the issue for the success of my work. I am on a trance now and suddenly the shadow appeared. It happens to be my own shadow and it is standing right in front of me. It moved towards me and sat beside me. It held my hand and I could feel it's warmth like it sees through me. I opened my eyes and I saw myself in it like a mirror reflection of myself. So I could her she since she is me. I called her "V"and when I did she moved inside me and as if touched me in many ways I could ever imagine, that I felt the peace, ecstasy and love. She moved out of my body and then disappeared into thin air. I felt cold and then I shivered when she went away. Wait, where then is my shadow?. I saw my shadow perfectly intact wherever I go but as if it'll not be so for long. So I called Doc and talked to him about it and what I experienced, He said that it was a tremendous event where I saw myself on another dimension and that as if I am living two lives, one is that shadow from somewhere or what time and current self now in year 2054. That's why I felt cold after she disappeared, but why black. In astral projection, black, white or colored shadows or spirits depict an aura or source, whether happy, sad, scared, or whatever feeling a person has when he/she lives or dies. It is a spirit's energy and we all have that energy, whether negative or positive, good or evil. That black shadow I saw is neither good nor bad, like it's in the middle world, which neither heaven nor earth resides, it's somewhere in the universe but nobody knows where but still experiences it when a spirit roams and or a person's soul roams in meditation. I don't believe in these things but now I see that there is another world aside from ours and other dimensions that we couldn't decipher or fathom with our on limited mind. So, I don't want to break that mystery but I want to know what is happening to me. That shadow can definitely feel and touch me, so I think it touched Dalia too in some ways. I really need to clear my head now and so I decided to check the bar down town. Dalia is busy talking with a client at the office and will be off at five anyway. So I need to freshen up and forget about the dilemma I know I would soon be facing on my experiments. The bar isn't that packed today, unlike those days when me and my friends would come here and drink beer. I was exhausted from the thought of that shadow ruining my life and all. But why is it that I feel it's just near and at any minute would appear in front of me...and wow! There's this girl at the front door of the bar, standing, looking from right to left, and when she saw me came walking to where I was seating. I got scared because I thought she was just a figment of my imagination, so I was about to stand up to get away from her, but she stopped me by holding my shoulder. Hey, are you, Marnie?, the beautiful girl asked smiling at me when I turned around to look at her face. Ye...yess! I am, and you are? Vicky, Victoria!, I have heard a lot about you and you are indeed fascinating as they say, the girl held my shoulder and then moved her hand to touch my cheek moving up to my lips. Ah yes, thank you. It was nice to meet you too, but I need to get going, I added smiling back but when I felt something is off with her, I decided to leave the bar. Marnie, you can't escape me, I am you and you are me!. You created me, I am not a figment of your imagination. I am real, feel me, see!?, Vicky said and took my hand and placed it on top of her breast. I was a shadow before but now I am human and your mind is so powerful that you made me real. I was about to faint when Vicky told me her story and about how my invention is now a success. But the adverse effect is now, I have my alter ego and she is alive, right in front of me. This can't be true, please wake me up, please....I told myself over and over again until I fainted, falling down the bar wooden floor with Vicky kept on calling my name repetitively. The next time I know I was waking up in a hospital bed and Dalia is beside me, holding, kissing my hand, her face full of worry. Hey!, how are you feeling?, Dalia breathing a sigh of relief. I am fine, now that you're here!, I said in a whisper as if my throat is clogged blocking the air out of my lungs. Thank God that Vicky isn't.....I said to myself relieved that Victoria, my alter ego isn't real, but to my dismay. Hi it's good you're awake!, I was worried about you earlier, fainting like that, Vicky said carrying two cups of hot coffee in both of her hands. Oh yeah!, Marnie, this is Vicky, your long lost cousin from Vermont. She said she's been searching for her relatives since been orphaned for a long time. I didn't know you have a cousin before. Well, nice to meet you and I should get going, I'll be back for you later, the doctor said you can get out of here tomorrow. Mwah!, rest well and I'll catch you later, Dalia added kissing my forehead and she's gone. Ah, what are you doing here? Marnie asked seriously without looking at Vicky. I wanted to make sure you're okay cause if not that's the death of me too. Remember that I am you, right? Stop it, don't do this please, my invention is for the mind, not to create an image or a person, or you?, If you are what you say you were?, Marnie now angry.

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