After Raelene suddenly kissed him, his hands slipped to line her waist and pulled her body towards him to stick to his wide chest, and he did not want to give up her lips, which he pulled between his lips and told her and her eyes were hesitant and surprised.
"Raylan, come with me today, please."
'I can't do that, I can't, I just want to run away, I feel trapped'
Raylan pushed him quietly without making him feel scared and rejecting it.
'I don't think I can do that yet, when I got my waist down and felt his body rub my body, those memories came back in my mind without any warning, and that stabbed me in the heart.
'What I really want is Hightani Ran without doing anything, I can't give it up, and at the same time I can't let him touch me, I can't really, even kisses are still hard for me.'
'Do I really have to force myself to get used to it? '
Raylan smiled and put her hands around his arms, which wrap around her waist, telling her to keep his hands and heart away, telling her to keep them still in conflict between her heart, mind and body, which he refused to touch.
I'll come with you..."
Raelene uttered these words as if they were five thousand words, not two words, she was trying to overcome her fear of him and wanted to throw herself into his hands again.
He pulled her out of her hand to open the car door and gave her the space to ride in the car, and his eyes were staring at her quietly, but it was not the cold calm he used to be, but his eyes saying he wanted to devour her.
"haitani Ran, you have to do what I'm telling you, so please listen to me very well, in the past we were gangs killing and slaughtering mercilessly, but at this time I don't want all this to happen, I want to live quietly without these problems."
He pressed his foot on the gas pedal quickly and Raylan hit the chair hard and told him while holding her head.
"What's wrong? Are you crazy? "
He smiled as he stared at her and his eyes were closed with that artificial smile and then he told her with a cold needle
You want me to let any man stare at you or hear you say bad words while I sit down and just wait for him to leave?"
"You want to kill people again for these silly things?"
There was a sharp discussion between them where she was talking strongly and nervously as he answered her and the smile does not leave her life and her eyes are tense as she ranges around his body and around his hands filled with veins waving over the steering wheel so she swallowed her throat and directed her eyes and head towards the window trying to ignore all those scenes that tempt her
'What am I going to do, I'm counting the minutes until we get home, but it doesn't look like I'm going to be able to hold on all this time before I lose my breath and admit my rejection.'
Raylan continued to remain silent, and even when he was asking her and talking to her, she answered him with short words and small clips, and it could be said that they were very brief answers, but he continued to talk despite her tension, which was evident after she hid her right hand under her chest when he noticed her trembling
Are you okay, Raylan?
"A... A.J. ... For.. I'm fine."
She smiled at him even though those words came out after a clear fear and trembling between her lips, all she was thinking about was her getting home and how she would match him in his actions, which became scary to her.
'When I'm with him in front of a group of people or in a lot of men's bans, I don't feel scared, quite the contrary, all I feel is safety, but when I'm alone with him, I feel like a monster and I'm so scared of him
Raelene was afraid when the road changed, he didn't decide to go to the house she used to meet with, but it was a main road and arguably a road, which reminded her exactly of the way she was on a mission and fell into his hands.
She grabbed her chest with her hand and did not make him notice, but looked forward as he drove cautiously amid the clear daylights.
Raylan saw a big building in front of them, and the car entered the path of the big building and turned around until they reached a large iron gate
The large iron gate opened in front of his car and the men removed the iron barriers from behind the gate and quietly entered the big farm and the voices of birds and water were very clear.
"What is this, Ran? Where are we?"
As for him, he turned to her and pulled her hand from her thigh to tangle her small fingers with his big fingers, and he kissed her hand and looked at her with a smile and then said
"This is where we first met, when I kidnapped you, this is exactly where I tried to change that bad incident to make it something that made your eyes happy."
Raylan sighed, swallowed her throat, smiled on her face, tried to hide the fear that her heart was trembling with, especially when he rubbed her hand with his wide hand, and one of the men opened the door for her, and she calmly walked down, but he came down himself, took his jacket from the back door and threw it over his shoulder, holding it with his hand and other hand turning around her waist when they entered the door of the palace and Rylin looked like a little child
Her eyes were on the exit of the palace or the farm, and she was turning around and looking for something where Ran watched her and said,
"What are you looking for, darling?"
"Uh.. No, I just liked the place, that's all.
'Actually, I'd save the place if I had to run away before anything happened to me again