Going crazy

Elle had thought of the many different ways that she could do in order to pleasure Sebastian. She had thought of giving him a blowjob, but she was not that confident about it. She was too inexperienced for that. Even with the hand job, she really was not sure if she could even pleasure him enough and properly with her obviously beginner's level skill. 

And that was why she had decided to do something else that was not either one of the two. 

However, his reaction when her hands wrapped around and gripped him, had her confidence suddenly rearing its head back. There was a heady rush of self-assurance and certainty that gave her that very much needed push to continue on.