Tonight

Tonight is the night when my parents hold their very expensive party. Every 10th year my parents hold a party to celebrate the werewolf race. I don't know why, but that's just what they do. It's the first time I will experience it, and to be honest I don't want to be there. It's the one night where every pack in America is in one place. And as you have figured out it's the one night where there will be mates everywhere.

Okay. So a little bit about myself. My name is Arabella White, I'm 18. I sadly only speak languages English ... I usually only speak to my family which is why I'm not too interested in other languages... My mom is Danish and my father is American so I've been considering learning danish...yeah, okay moving on. I don't believe in love. I believe that love is a weakness and that it's what kills people. And that's why I'm not going to the stupid party. I'm gonna stay in my room as I have done for the past 18 years. I have never been out of my house, and since I haven't shifted I haven't needed to run. It's only my pack that knows I exist, the other packs' don't know that I live. They think my parents only have 2 children, but they have 3. And I know how is that possible and well its because I'm adopted no one knows that one except my family.

We have never told anyone because if we did I wouldn't be able to become alpha one day. I don't want to be alpha, but my father wants me to be it. He wants to see me sit in the office just like him.

It might be weird that no one besides my pack knows that I exist, but that's just how it turned out. And I'm not gonna ruin the idea because of a stupid party... I have never thought about going outside and that may be weir...

*Knock Knock*

I looked up from my diary and over to my door.

"Come in," I said and waited for someone to come in the person twisted the doorknob and walked in. I saw my mother with her big smile looking over at me.

"Are you ready for the party tonight?" I looked at my mother with disbelief all over my face.

"How could I possibly be ready for a party that I'm not going to?" I looked at her with a questionable look. She gave me a warm look. She smiled warmly, showing her two dimples.

"The thing is that you are going to the party." She looked at me. I dropped the smile on my face right away.

"What are you talking about? I'm not going," I said with a frown on my face. She smiled and nodded and that made me kind of pissed.

"I'm not going. If I go there the entire world would know that I exist. And I'm not ready for that. Nobody is gonna know who I am. And I don't care about what you say, I am NOT going." I said with a stern voice.

She gave me a really stern look and nodded.

"Do you want me to go get your father?" I looked at her with big eyes. My father hated when we talked back at our mother he was the overprotective mate. The kind of mate that I don't want.

I shook my head and she nodded with a satisfied smile. She turned around and began walking out of the room.

"And please do something about that hair. And take a shower, sweetie." She said with her sweet voice.

"Will do...ma'am" I smiled a devilish smile, she hates when I call her ma'am and to be honest I get it, it makes someone sound really old. She gave me her killer eyes before walking out the door.

Now you may wonder why haven't I shifted yet? And that's a really good question. I don't even know myself.

That's just how I am...