4 I may have not come to you, you scumbag

Li Yang slightly grip the paper tight that causes to crumpled. The woman also explain to him about Jun Ching's rare condition called 'Double Constitution'. It is an abnormal internal condition where the carrier can possibly conceive. Although chances are high, since he is a man, and the uterus is not as large as the woman's, there is a high risk of miscarriage.

Li Yang had to think through about the woman's words. Even if conceiving is possible, the body might not be able to hold it in.

Jun Ching is still in his deep slumber when Li Yang approaches him. He tap Jun Ching's cheeks gently, "Wake up"

Jun Ching groan as he slowly open his eyes "How was it? You believe me now?"

Li Yang nodded in defeat. He saw Jun Ching yawn and was about to close his eyes again "Don't sleep. Come, were going to have an abortion"

Jun Ching was silent. He never thought that the father finally made out his decision. But what can he do? He cannot be able to feed the child even if he wants to raise it alone.

Jun Ching smiles weakly and stood up, "Sure". The disappointment in his eyes clearly shows his disapproval, still, he followed Li Yang to the operating room.

His steps becomes heavy as time goes by. The thing is Jun Ching doest want to have abortion. He cares his stomach and tears started to flow.

Li Yang notice Jun Ching's behavior. He heard soft sobs and even saw Jun Ching wiping off his eyes. He pause for a moment and said "I'll compensate you for everything. Worry not as I will pay all the cost"

"Thank you". No words can describe Jun Ching's sadness. If only he can afford all the expenses he needed in the future in order to raise his child, this day might never come. If only he have prepared himself in advance, he won't have to suffer parting with his child. If only he can.

Jun Ching's tears keeps on falling. He wanted to cry it all out loud. He wanted to refuse the abortion. He wanted to beg the father of his child not to continue the operation but what can he do, he is powerless. He cannot bring himself to do it.

When they arrived, they were greeted by an aunt. "I received the report earlier from the Gynaecology Department and am the one that will do the operation. Perhaps this decision was made with both of you, yes?"

When the aunt received a special report regarding a man being pregnant, she couldn't believe at first. She thought it is just a prank that every youngster did. But once she read the file, she was as shock as everyone else.

Li Yang nodded but Jun Ching only lowered his head. The aunt saw Jun Ching's solemn face and asked " Are you the pregnant one?". Jun Ching smile sweetly and said "Yes". His crying face only makes him look so adorable that the aunt thought he's afraid.

"Okay. Since both parties agreed, please sign up this form and we'll do the operation later, today" She hand over a paper and pen to Jun Ching which he accepted.

Jun Ching look at Li Yang with a troubled face "ahmm". He cannot spell a word as he is embarrassed to asked. But to his surprised Li Yang responded seriously as if he understand what Jun Ching meant, "I know. You don't have to worry with anything. I'll be here with you"

Jun Ching laugh as a single tear fall from his eyes "Then, thank you so much"

Li Yang was stunned momentarily. He subconsciously reached out his hand and wipe out Jun Ching's tear. "Don't cry, everything will be alright"

Jun Ching hummed. With his shaking hand, he continue signing up the paper.

Jun Ching was now lying in the operating table. He closed his eyes and pray for the safe operation. But an image of a newly form life comes to his mind. His child that will be gone by now.

"Don't be nervous. Relax your body". As per aunt's instructions, Jun Ching tried to relax. He breathe in and out. Even though he already given an anesthesia, he still feel some vague pain. He open his eyes, all he can see is a light directly in his stomach. He remember the days he suffered horrible vomit because of this child. But still, deep inside, he wishes this naughty child to stay.

He didn't know how long he was lying in the operating table. There's not even a wall clock. With his thoughts wondering around, a sudden unbearable pain hit him hard. Jun Ching couldn't him but groaned "Ah-"

As the pain keeps on increasing, he heard the aunt that's in panic saying "The patient is bleeding. Quick prepared the a blood transfusion"

"No, it wont stop"

"Go to the blood bank. Request for immediate blood bag ---"

"There's no time. The blood keeps flowing"

Jun Ching's mind was like floating and sinking. The pain is too much for him. Different noises came in and out of his ears but he understand none of them.

"Hey, hey, hold it in. Pull yourself. You cannot leave like this. Hey"

"Don't hey, hey me. You Bastard" No matter how much he endured, Jun Ching still cannot resist the pain. His strength gradually sink. When he realized he's going to die, Jun Ching gathered all his remaining strength and shout in the top of his lungs, deep in his heart " What now? If I knew dying is this painful, I would have not find that Li Yang bastard and lay down here. I would have not choose to be in touch with you for this child. I may not have come to you, you scumbag"