25 Jun Ching is sick?

A week ago*

Jun Ching was sent to the emergency room when the man claim him to be in labor. With Fu King and the man along with some hospital staff, they rushed Jun Ching over leaving Li Yang standing alone in the hallway.

His mind still in the amidst of difficulty processing the event. Just now, he was dealing with the stubborn Lady of the Fu's and yet another one came along. He doesn't know how to act after knowing Jun Ching's pregnancy.

For the past 5 months, he never fail to think only but Jun Ching. Is he safe? Doing well? Is he living in harmony and peace? Every single time, Li Yang could never stop imagining things with him. Will he be surprised when he sees him back? Won't he run away again? Those thoughts keep on pulling his legs to the point that he fears to sleep because of nightmares.

Dreaming of Jun Ching happily living with somebody else aches his heart, making his breathing unsteady, getting dizzy frequently and even have less appetite. He condemned himself for being a coward. A total bastard that needs a beating. His selfish awareness almost drive him mad.

Recalling the conversation they had between the Lady of Fu and her pregnancy, Li Yang thought of Jun Ching. How he wish he is pregnant one day and would asked him to take responsibility. How he wish he would carry their family's bloodline in order to stop this ridiculous idea of marrying a woman. How he wish he could only open up his sexuality publicly. But he cannot. No more than a word can cover up his desire to break free from the shackles of reality. They're all need to be keep deep in his heart in order not to disappoint his family. But what about him? What about his happiness? What about his life that's been constantly controlled? He's tired totally- emotionally, physically drained. He doesn't know where, how, when will all of this end. He wanted to breathe without worries, without the needs of everybody's approval, without fearing of being imprecate by others. No one knows how much hardship and affliction he endured during his lifetime. Only Jun Ching could he feel the warm and freedom he seeks. The needs and comfort he longed. The bless and happiness he desire. All of them were found by a mere being he dragged on a one night stand. He wanted to take him away. Hide him. Keep him from the world where only he and him existed.

Li Yang click his tongue in pissed. His eyes are burning but no reaction can be seen in his face. He looked calmed and mild. But above all he clench his fist, shaking his head, "No. Jun Ching is in pain right now. I must be there for him. I neglected him for 5 months and now, am I doing the same?".

In normal circumstances, he would never admit defeat in any situation. Just like how he persistently refuse to admit Fu Sha's pregnancy. But this, it is Jun Ching that were talking about. The one he longed. The one he choose to spend the rest of his life with.

He is his. His man. His fox. His wife to be. No matter who comes in their life, they must know their place. No one can take something away from him. Li Yang closed his eyes, breathing out a heavy sigh, "Hah! What is this situation?" His mind wanted to follow but his body refuses to move.

"It's not that I don't want to follow but can I? Once he know I was there, will he loath me? Hate me? Curse me? Or leave me?" He paused a minute, realizing his words- putting his hand covering his eyes. Tears almost wanted to fall, he uttered "Leave me? Haha" Li Yang laugh sarcastically. How could he say so when in fact, he's the one who leave him behind. He's the one who left without seeing him. His fox only did is to hide, never meant to leave. How can he assumed things when it is all his fault. All his fault.

Before anything else, he need to confirm things out between the Young Master of the Fu and Jun Ching. How did they know each other. How did they meet. How did Fu King end up with Jun Ching.

Li Yang run to the emergency room. Before he could arrive, he saw three people gathering around. One is Fu King, the man and the other seems to be the doctor who just went out of the emergency room.

As he gets closer he heard the doctor said, using her mild temper and worried tone. "Mr. Ching only suffer a minor degree of pain from the movements of one of the twins. Luckily it didn't trigger his past anxiety depression. I already did my best to reduce the pain without affecting the fetuses but we cannot always rely on medicine. And haven't I always reminded you how serious his condition is? He must avoid any negative emotions or it will affect both the development of the fetuses and his body. If not, it will lead to miscarriage and that is what we tried to abstain from. Mr. Fu, if you do not take my words seriously, it will not be my fault if the three of them cannot be save in the future. I hope you understand me clearly. I am only saying what's best for both mother and the twins" After explaining, the doctor excuses herself. She also said that Jun Ching will be transferred to a ward right after.

The three of them went silent. Fu King clench his fist, blaming himself for his carelessness. He know how sensitive Jun Ching's condition is yet he neglected him. He saw how Jun Ching tolerate every single pain by himself yet he brought him more discomfort. He's been there all the time. Those hellish months are nothing compared to Jun Ching's life.

Li Yang was in gape the second time staring at the emergency room. So it was twins. Jun Ching will be having a twins. This words ring up a bell into his ears. As his world was full of wonder and confusion, remembering the word one by one, he smile secretly. He wanted to rejoice. Jump out of happiness. He wanted to shout. He cannot measure how mirthful he is.

Though, why is he happy? Is it his? Is it his sprouts? No one said anything yet. It is not confirmed yet. He doesn't know. He doesn't care. But one thing is certain, Jun Ching never had any sexual intercourse aside from him. Since his investigation shows that he is Jun Ching's first, it is highly possible that what Jun Ching are carrying will be the Li's bloodline.

But wait- the doctor said something about Jun Ching's past anxiety depression. What does it mean? Does that mean Jun Ching is sick?