The cross road

Thinking about it now feels like what if it wasn't happened in the past then how would my life would be like? This question comes to my mind frequently while I continue to fight the battle of my life. I know it's foolish of me to think about it now but I can't help it since it's already a part of me and it's like flashes of my past come to me striking my mind and I am like stuned in shock as if I lost my everything for a second. Cause not everyone has good past and mine is one of them.

I was just normal school going girl fighting for my way everyday and you know just like ambition teenagers I set study goals for my exams and tests to score good grades and always be in the top but there is always someone who doesn't like you in this world no matter what you do but I don't have a person or two but whole group of people.

Maybe it's my behavior or personality or my looks that they don't like or to put it simply my skin color and religion. I didn't know the reason behind their hate for me even now,and that's where I start to enjoy my own company and I created my own imaginary world where I can talk whatever I want and do whatever I want. I know it's a kind of mental condition but I didn't care cause I never felt lonely again. I started to talk to myself and started to do different experiments that made me curious. This is where a little researcher started to take birth inside me.

My love for science increase day by day, although people do spread hate about me but I just didn't care cause I was so into doing my things that I don't bother what others has to say about me, everything was going fine until the day I first met him.

It was the cross road that I wished I didn't came across in my life cause this where my school life changed completely....