So write and so wrong

Hello

My name is Gabriella am 19 years old I live in a small country in Africa with My Mom and my two siblings am The oldest

I am my mother's pride because she knows I will have a bright Future and take care of My siblings since I know nothing about My biological father,as for My step father ( the father of My siblings) I never met him before till he got murdered when I was fifteen

My mom Lost hopes when she lost him because he used to provide alot to us

Our lives changed we had to stay alone for months when Mom went out of the city for work

I had to study, take care of My siblings, take care of the house when I was only 15 was the Mom

But I was so different from everyone else because I am a girl but I don't behave like one,I hate dresses, I hate make up, I wear trousers like a boy.

At first I didn't think there is anything wrong with me but after I had my first phone when I was 16. I always like learning from other countries then I realized something different from me... I knew I don't belong in this country

Because it was then I realized I was a bisexual And it is illegal, in My country

People will treat me badly if I have a girlfriend they all say its a sin, so I decided to date someone online where no one can doubt .The only place I found peace was in Facebook because I used to chat with people like me from different countries .in My country there are very few people like me but they don't expose themselves because its illegal I tried My Best to fit in and had only one dream to study abroad so I can live free,no More pretending but it didn't work I had to study in My country then I went to a "girls school"when I was 17 in My country..... that's where the problem started