Regained Strength

Being optimistically fearless or breaking the lock of the fears that constantly hold you back is what known as Regained Strength.

This is how Elsa got back herself. Now the criticism by her relatives on her, couldn't affect her much. She thought more on making herself happy and fit rather than reacting on nonsense.

Before her engagement with Ryan, she was almost most of the time recalled her bad days by her relatives specially maternal and paternal aunts, they used to say:

"You are lucky that you got a good hand soon by someone from a very respectful family, otherwise girls are often left away or left alone by society if their engagement ends. Most of the girls are taunted by people that it must have been a girl-side's mistake."

"I was worried who would marry you after the end of your engagement?" The aunts uttered with dramatic sympathy.

Elsa was hurt as if she doesn't belong to their family, how could aunts utter such disrespecting words for a girl of their family.

Later she remembered that they would never improve their behavior. They are ill-speaking ladies. It wasn't a surprise that their kids too took coal-black words out from their tongue.

Elsa never understood two faced people. From one side they got together being handy for Elsa's family when it was Elsa's celebration other side they too often uttered harsh words just to hurt Elsa.

Elsa remembered the days when she was suffering from Lung Inflammatory Disease, she had to take antibiotics more often than food she consumed, about 13 tables per day she had to take which caused her swelling almost in overall body. She looked overweight, though the funny part was this, that she was weak but she looked full. As if people would never believe that she had gone through multiple treatments. Because of her swelling, her cousins often made fun of her on her weight, they body-shammed her, clicked her videos, called her with stupid names and they laughed at her a lot.

"I feel u must have committed so many sins, that's why you remain sick all the time." sneered her one of the cousins.

Elsa replied her by saying: No, God loves me a lot this is the reason he makes me close to Him by making me to go through these hardships."

She still remembered how her aunts and her kids mocked her every time whenever she met with them, people oftentimes greet one another while meeting, but they always mocked first then greeted.

"Ah! You look fat!"

"Oh! You have put on weight!"

"Elsa, you need to shed your weight soon!"

"Elsa, why does your body look bigger."

"I wish they ever could understand my pain that my body went through." said Elsa sadly.

She started disliking them because they were cheap and hypocrite.

She loved them also but their harsh words which injured Elsa's heart every time made Elsa away from them, this was only the reason that she couldn't understand two-faced people.

She often thought: "Who was the first person on earth who judged people by their physical appearance?

She got an answer: "Satan! En Evil!"

It means those who judge people by their appearance without feeling their pain or without thinking how they went through their lives are Satan! They are evil!

She gave herself a good time of walking everyday day for an hour with her one and only loving cousin named Neslie which means UNIQUE.

Neslie was unique, she was not only a cousin of Elsa but more than a cousin. She was like her sister. She was so caring, very innocent and she understood Elsa too. Elsa used to share her secrets with her, so did she. They had a great bond with each other. She was the daughter of Elsa's mother's Elder sister. Neslie was good heartened girl. Elsa had an ability to read her before she could share her problems with her. Neslie sometimes got wondered that how Elsa knew her so well. It was certainly their bond. Indeed a strong bond! Or one can say a heart to heart connection!

She never criticized Elsa in her bad days, even she stood with her. She supported Elsa so well, they both used to go on a brisk walk everyday to lose weight and to get the same body posture as Elsa used to have, Elsa was a beautiful girl. She wanted to come back to herself. Walking daily brought a very good change in Elsa so she maintained her practice daily.

Elsa wished if someday her relatives behave well and stop telling her how she looks. She loved herself and it was enough for her to be loved by Her loved ones who were in her the most close circle of her life: Her parents, Her mother's Elder sister, her lovely cousin Neslie, her siblings, and indeed her love Ryan and his family.

She believed that true beauty is within your soul and it appears by your words. She believed the beautiful person is always a beautiful speaker.

She believed a beauty never comes in ugly hearts no matter how fair and pretty a person might look by face.

A beautiful heart is only a true beauty of a beautiful person.

Elsa also believed that everyone has their weak points. Some are dark; some are fair; some are tall; some are short; some are fat; some are skinny. One must not judge others by their looks because they are created perfectly by God. God never makes mistakes. So judging people on their appearance is simply disrespecting God because one mustn't forget that He has created everyone. He has put something beautiful in everyone no matter how they look because God would never look at your appearance, worldly materials, the wealth one owes and how artificially makes oneself beautiful. God will always look at your pure heart, mind and soul.