Unsure heart

He loves me so deeply but i don't love him the way he love me i make a promise to myself before i give birth i said that all the hurt i am feeling and the heart breaks that i had i would transfer all of that into love for my child now that the child is born and am in a relationship for almost two years now and i don't really have feelings for my boyfriend i hope that some day i would be able to love him the way he love me .