Missing 2

Hm..ah!, G…!, hmp…. I missed you Alex, I truly do!, Gin added kissing me hungrily now. I can't move since he hugged me tightly wrapping his arms around me while his lips connected mine and his tongue tasting my mouth. I have no choice but to give in. I missed him too. His mouth smelled like pineapple punch but with minty taste. We stood there in front of the coffee shop, still kissing and as if Gin doesn't want to let go of his hold of me. G….Ginnnnn, please, stooooo, stop!, I said my knees turning jello and I don't know if I can keep them from trembling. Good thing Gin is still holding my arms but we are just three inches apart from each other. Okay! I got your point, so please, let's go somewhere appropriate!?, me raising my brows while giving him a grin. Okay! He he!, Gin said scratching his head still hugging me. So you can let go of me now!. Ah yes ma'am, my sweet!, he added slowly losing his grip of my arms and blushing. My God! He is soo cute, I can kiss him all day, every day, ehem!, Alexa keep you're composure. The moment he lets go, was the perfect timing I am able to control my legs, and I can stand on my own, now.

Back at the Ritz hotel. Gin and I went to his room. He wanted us to watch a movie before…you know, everything else. I am so nervous, because I haven't made love with someone, yet. Edmund is a gentle man. He wanted us to get married first before doing it. He was very conservative. I told him it's okay because I am ready. He said, he wants to have me, the whole me after marriage. When we are about to do it, Edmund would always stop and tell me, I am precious to him and so on. We always reach the first base but never touched the base or made a homerun. And well, that didn't happen anymore because he left even before saying our marriage vows. Now, I have Gin. I don't know but as if I have known him before. When he kissed me, I thought of the person, one special person in mind that can kiss and make me levitate every time, Jodie. Ah, why can't you leave me be. Your spirit lingers everywhere I go. You follow me even in my dreams and now inside Gin.

Gin went to shower and shaved himself clean, he looked more beautiful as ever. He cooked dinner, pasta with mushrooms, red sauce and popped white wine. I didn't really like Chardonay, so we went with the ordinary one. I felt I was like a queen. Gin cooked for me, pampered me. I sat on the carpeted living room, just like when I went to sleep over since I was lonely and depressed when Edmund died. I showered too and wore one of the robes in the bathroom. Of course I shaved and brushed my teeth. I am really prepared for this and I won't back down. You got this Alexa, seriously talking to myself now. And yes I got this alright. Gin is still in the kitchen while I turned the T.V. on and the DVD player. Oh! this has blue tooth too, hmm! I wonder how to use it?,

I asked myself. But just checked on the screen and there I saw the title of the films I mentioned when we were chatting at a food chain back home. I think Gin placed the movies where I can just choose from them and that's it. Wow, a very smart idea and I no longer need to use the DVD. Hey!, a husky voice said, just in time for the movie to start, it was Gin coming in holding a bowl of berries and pecan nuts. Then brought the pasta along with the sauces. The food smells good like how he smells, so nice too, hmm, okay, stop Alex. He is wearing a white shirt and pink boxer shorts. Maybe he loves pink to death. Hmm!, cute. I already took the white wine from the mini near the kitchen table. I think this room is like his bachelors pad. And he stayed at the Ritz for years now, I remembered when he mentioned it at the burger joint. He has been staying here for 5 years. He was in and out of the U.S. for his artist's shows then and before, particularly in California. He even told me a story about his surgeries, when he had an accident in the California bush fires three years ago. The same year Jodie died because of the bush fire in a lounge where she sang for her album launch. And it was a special month for me too.

It was on my birthday when Jodie died. Basil said that Jodie was supposed to surprise me then but missed it due to that horrible tragedy. I was really devastated and I wished I died with her then.

Okay, going back to this beautiful man. He is now watching Spiderman 3 intently while munching the nuts. If I didn't know that he is Gin, I would mistake him for Jodie. He acts, talks and smiles like her. Even though he has a beard and all. Haay, I can't take this anymore, we got to do this right now, or else I'll have no courage if we start this thing we have later. This thing? What do we have anyway? Infatuation, loneliness, anger, desire to be with someone. Love making, I mean. So, I looked at Gin intensely, like making him sense that I want him now. Then I moved in closer until my breasts touched his left arm. He is not budging from where he is sitting.

He really loved to watch this movie and I think he is not into this thing we have. Gin!, Gin, Ginnnnn! I said repeatedly for as if I am not there. Oh, hehe! Sorry!, I love this part when he saves Gwen but she dies at the end. Sad!!!, he added now looking at me but his brows half questioning what I wanted from him. Hmm! so you want me now huh!, he said teasing me, giving me a smack on the lips. I just smiled and I think he understood me perfectly. So, he turned off the T.V., screen popping out and carried me like a married couple entering their room for the first time. His bedroom has blue lights on and he said he prefers it that way. I didn't mind as long as I can feel his touch once again. His kisses make me tremble to the knees and suffocating me from the torrid kisses is worth it, as long as I am with him.

Gin laid me on the bed. I like the sheets, it's so white, wide and comfortable. It has a faint smell of him and I love it. Like literally, I want to smell like him when I go out from this room. If I would go out still as whole. I hope not, I want to be broken and I want him to break me into pieces until I can't breathe anymore from the cums, the coming ins and going outs, the pumpings and screwings. Haha! Read that from somewhere, ah yeah! from the Mangas I have been reading lately for some knowledge of erotic sex. Gin is now slowly losing the tie of my robe, exposing my bra and panty. Seeing me in this dim lighting, seems nice. I don't feel nervous or scared at all. He is now on top of me, his legs spread with me in the middle.

The lighting really did the job, giving a positive vive, a romantic feeling when he held me in his left arm on my right side and his hand placed on my back and waist. He touched my lips with his thumb, then proceeded down my neck, my chest, my tummy, navel and took my panty off. Gin kissed me on the lips while unhooking my bra, like a professional, it was so easy for him. He continued pressing his lips on my breast and decided to take off his shirt. I couldn't see much, but as if he has keloids or wound marks on his chest. But when I saw his six pack abs, my God! Forget about the marks I'll feast on the muscle toned man in front of me. He moaned when I touched the marks and his chest. To force him to hold my long hair and pulled my self towards him to kiss me hungrily, like when we were in the parking lot. We are both in heat, his desire for me is like a bonfire that grew to lust.

He was kissing me all over, and then his mouth covered mine, his tongue playing around and locking his to mine. I gave him permission and we are almost there, fireworks everywhere. He took off his boxer shorts, his thing came out and it's bigger than I ever imagined. He positioned himself, opening my legs and pulling me close to him, So close I can hear his shallow, hot breathe on my face. We were both sweating, but a warm, sweet minty taste of sweats. I was catching my breathe for he didn't part from my mouth not until he took off his shorts. Are you okay, Alex?, Gin asked. Yes I am, I said gasping for air. I am going in and tell me if it hurts okay!, he added sort of worried for me. I nodded in agreement. He kissed me again and deepened the kiss while touching my right breast, that made me moan and crazy, I want to burst into flames right in front of him. Then like a bomb, time stood still, I felt him go in me, It hurt a little.