Ginny is Jodie

I wonder what will happen once Alex knew who I really was. Her beloved Jodie, now a man. The Barbie girl that she loved and admired is now a mascular fellow that has a penis and beard, etc. Haaaa! I don't know what to do now. The doll I was supposed to give her on her birthday was totally worn now. What gift can I give her that is worth than any object in the world. My heart, maybe! Will she accept my heart, though, broken?. Will she love me and my soul wicked, weary and so bruised because of the shame, surgeries and changes I went through that I never wanted in the first place? Oh, I almost forgot the green bracelet she gave me when I was a teenager. But I can't wear it anymore since I grew bigger, I hope wiser than before.

Hi!, Gin…a sweet and near husky voice greeted me with a wide grin, A….Alexxx!, is now on top of me, while I was deep in my thoughts about how I would reveal my true identity as Jodie to her. Hi..baby!!!, I said, while kissing her lightly on the lips. But Alex in turn, grabbed me by the neck and kissed my mouth and biting, licking my lips endlessly, like a crazy puppy in heat.

Ahhhh!!!, ha, ha! Babe, I mwah!!! Mwah!!, she said while happily exploring my face and tasting my mouth. But me, still worried, on how I will deliver my speech, my one time reveal of who I really am to her. That I am Jodie….

Alex!, I called her name trying to find strength and courage or maybe trying to figure out if she would take it seriously or not. I need to tell you something!, I added nervously. What??? Alex's face so innocent and cute though haven't brushed her teeth or washed her beautiful rosy cheeks. Uhm!!, What if I tell you that the I am the one you have been loving ever since. The love of your life who was dead but brought back to life through the magic of surgeries and all? Huh!, What are you talking about, Gin? Alex now more confused and a bit scared her face became serious.

I am sorry that it's just now that I told you about who I really was….I am….I am….Buzzzzz, bzzzzz!!! A notification message on Alexa's phone buzzed. Ah wait, just for a minute!...Alexa said checking on her emails, It's just a message from Sanjay. Okay!, it's not that important, what is that you want to tell me?

I am Jodie!! I am Jodie, your friend and love, Jodie!, Gin said as if in a whisper, but repeated the name Jodie again finding strength and breathed as if it is his last.

Jooo….Jo….dieee???? Alex cried now very much confused and went closer to Gin, checking on his face, body, his eyes. Jodie???? How, why, when??? This???

Now is my chance to explain to her everything that happened to me. And Alex listened carefully. She sat beside me on the bed and covered her body with a comforter since it is exposed. Alex sobbed while I told her about my surgeries. The shame, pains I went through because of it. She said that she almost died and really wanted to die when she heard about my passing. And her life didn't have worth, for without me, she didn't have any sense to live at all or breathe anymore.

Oh! Jodie, Gin, I missed you so much. Though you have changed a lot. I knew you were someone I love and I wanted to be with forever. Why at first, I thought you are someone I definitely knew, hmm!! you bitch, stupid Jodie. Why didn't you tell me sooner??? Alex added while hugging, caressing and kissing my face. Why did you hide the fact that it is you? I have been wanting to see and feel you so bad, I've always prayed and dreamed of this moment. Jodie, my love….mwahhhhhh!!!!

I am sorry, babe, I never intended to do that and hide my true identity. I was afraid you would not accept me. Since I am a man now and all.

Why wouldn't I, I love you as Jodie and whatever or whoever you like, you're still the Jodie I adored and loved always, Alex said hugging me and putting her arms around my neck. She is now looking me in the eyes, but more caring and as if the desire, the longing is more intense than before I first met her.

So now, that I know it's you, my Jodie, let's not waste any time and do it. I mean, you owe me a lot of sex and lovin!!! He! He!....mwah!!, Alex cried laughing and teasing me, while she is tracing my nose, lips, neck, chest with her pointy finger. So, are you ready, baby???? I really missed you so much and I want you now…It's payback time, for all the years you made me wait and suffer without you, uhuh!!! A, a, ah!!! hihihi!!!

Oh my God! I think, I need to take energy drinks, can you wait, baby! Huh, huh!!! I added super excited and nervous at the same time (got up from where I was seated beside her and ran to drink Gatorade, but my eyes stll fixed on Alex). Alex released the comforter, exposing her bare bod so white, smooth and pinkish. Oh my precious lord!!! It will be WWIII and I'm oh so ready of the fireworks…I thought to myself while thanking the universe for my new me, having a man's genital has it's perks and I'm going to make my baby happy and so wet, she'll beg for me. I think the way my babe looks ( Alex, so sexy and all grown up woman) I am the one who's going to suffer (from the pumping) from the way everything is going…Wish me luck guys!!!, He! He!.

Alex and I had a wonderful time together. Especially now that I told her the truth about me. She sometimes mistake to call me Jodie but finally got the hang of my new name Gin. From what I can see, she is happy and content. I always ask her if having a penis is a good thing. She always say, having me or Jodie back is the best gift for her after birthday present. And I totally forgot about the doll, I finally decided to give her my heart or my whole being and I think it's the best gift I have given her other than the engagement ring I just bought recently. Hmm! when will I give this to her, maybe after our visit to Manila. We celebrated Christmas simply. We weren't able to book a flight due to hectic schedules and since it's on peak season. So Alex adviced me to join her on January, 2020 to visit Manila and then be back Paris after a two week vacation.

Covid-19 virus still persistently spreading across the globe but not until March 2020 in Manila, Philippines,.

New year was a new beginning for both Alex and I. She zoomed her family and I was included in the video call. Her family is caring and funny as usual. We decided not to reveal my true identity to her parents yet, for Alex wanted it to be formal, along with my visit to my parent's home. I wonder how my mom and dad would react to my current state.

We ask many questions and don't get exact answers. But I believe we are destined to do what we are created to do in the world. The virus might have killed people or made us suffer. We still have a choice, whether to move forward or not, to go on living or stay stagnant to where we are now. Come out of your comfort zone. Live your life like you haven't lived before. Our time is limited and the pandemic has taught us that we can overcome everything that comes our way. Artists, leaders, businessmen/women, moms, dads, families, friends etc. have been resilient in living and earning a living nowadays.

Stay strong!

Stay positive!

Stay hopeful!

Stay happy!

Keep on dancing!

Keep on singing!

Keep the faith, keep on believing, living, loving and caring! We will survive. We will make a mark for the world and generations to see. We have overcome the most gruesome time in history and lived to tell the story….

Disclaimer: All names, events, experiences are fictionary but some are based on the author's real life story. Places or addresses have basis and are factual. Thank you. Enjoy reading!