Chapter 19

She has not eaten "meat" for a long time; she is only "vegetarian." She had never dreamed of being with someone other than her wife, even though she treated Jenny well before, because she knew Jenny was Eliza. Even in Eliza, who uses the identity of Jenny, she never thinks of loving "Jenny" because for her it is not Eliza but someone else.

When she loves, she will only love one person for the rest of her life, and there is no way that anyone else can replace Eliza's place in her heart. Eliza was the first woman she loved and definitely the last woman she loved. She remembers the promise she made on their wedding day 7 years ago that she would only love Eliza for the rest of her life and also for her death. If they live in the next life, she also wants Eliza to be her wife and no one else. She honestly said that she could not live without her wife. She turned the door knob and went out for a while, closing the door slowly. He saw some maids standing in front of the door holding hot food. He ordered them to deliver the food to her office and told them to put it on the table. The maids nodded and continued to bring the hot food to her office. They served the food on a round table facing the sofa. After doing so, they went out and closed the office door again, then saw Ms. Alpha was still standing upright in front of the guest room. They continued to bow while passing Ms. Alpha, who was still standing in front of the door with a very serious face.

Meanwhile, Eliza was changing her bathrobe quickly. She took the neatly folded nightgown on the night stand and put it on. The smell is still fresh and fragrant. Maybe this shirt was put on by the maid while she was still taking a shower. The pyjamas look decent when she wears them; they are button-up pajamas. It fits her height very well, and this shirt is similar to the one Averill was wearing earlier. Or maybe these pyjamas are Averill's? The whisper in the heart. Without wasting time, she went to her eldest daughter's bed and kissed her forehead, saying good night and the same to her youngest daughter. She kissed her daughter's plump cheek and said good night. After doing so, she turned the doorknob, opened it slowly, and went out. She knew Avery wouldn't wake up like this unless she was hungry, and Aurora rarely woke up from nightmares. She was the one who came out in shock when she saw Averill standing upright by the door. She rubbed her chest, which was beating fast in shock. Averill, who saw her reaction, felt guilty and said slowly.

"I'm sorry, I was waiting for you here earlier."

She looked at Eliza, who was ready to wear pyjamas of the same colour as her. Those were pyjamas that she still hadn't used. Their height is only less than 5 cm, so the shirt fits Eliza's height very well.

Eliza, who was surprised, just smiled at him. She already knew the behaviour well enough.

"It's okay. It's also my fault for not seeing you standing in front of this door. "

Averill felt relieved and tried to shake her hand, but her action was when she remembered that they had not been in touch for a long time and had also talked like before.

"All I do is for you." The whisper in the heart.

Eliza, who at that time saw the movement of her hand continue to move, tightly grasped Averill's hand when she wanted to pull her hand away. Eliza's warm grip flowed into her heart, and she missed this feeling quite a bit.

Eliza smiled warmly towards her and still held her hand "Never let go of this hand." She said to Averill. Although the situation has changed, that is no reason for them not to behave as before. Averill, who felt the grip become soft and a little rough, said her wife's palm then responded to the grip. They walked towards the office next to the master bedroom, holding hands. Averill opened the door slowly and smelled the delicious smell of cooking piercing her nose. They went in together and she sat on the couch, but Eliza was still standing next to her. She didn't know where to sit, either next to Averill or in front of Averill.

Seeing Eliza as if she didn't know where she should sit, Averill pulled her hand that was still held by Eliza. Eliza who was still struggling with her thoughts at that time had to sit down and felt her hand that was still held by Averill gently pulled. Averill invited her to sit next to her.

"Just sit next to me. No need to sit anywhere else." Averill told her as her head snapped up to see her still standing next to Averill. Her style tickled Aurora's heart, which did not spill from Aurora's daughter, who was sleeping. She continued to sit next to Averill, and there was a distance between them. When she saw the jerk, Averill wrapped her arms around her waist, using her hands to close the distance between the two of them while looking straight into her eyes.

"Beautiful," whispered Averill's heart.

Eliza, who felt her waist tightly hugged by Averill and the distance between them was gone, felt her body in contact with Averill's pajamas. Although they were wearing pajamas, the warmth of Averill's body could be felt by her. She loved the warmth of Averill's body. The warmth that she misses day and night is conveyed in the dream that she also misses this warmth.

"You must be hungry, so let's have dinner first, even though it's late at night. I don't want you to starve when you go to bed later. " Averil told her as she put the food into the bowl in front of her.

"What do you want me to call you, Eliza or Jenny?" Averill asked again who was now putting the side dishes into her own bowl. Eliza, when she heard Averill asking her like that, felt uncomfortable because she didn't want to call her like she used to 'honey'. She just bowed and tightened her grip on both of their hands.

Averill doesn't want to call her the most 'honey', but she wants Eliza to feel comfortable and choose for herself. If Eliza says that she wants to be called "honey," she willingly and happily calls her that.

Eliza, who bowed, asked her slowly, "Why not the call you always use?"

Hearing her say those words slowly, Averill's hand that was still putting food into her bowl stopped. She knew what her wife meant.

"Jenny is not the identity I like; it is someone else who works in your company. I, who is sitting in front of you, is Eliza, the wife you have been married to for seven years, the mother of your children, the lover you have loved since high school again." explained Eliza, whose tears began to well up. When she saw her almost crying, Averill put the spoon that was still in her hand into the empty bowl, which was also the place where the spoon, fork, and chopsticks had been used.

She wiped her wife's tears that had fallen into her hands, felt the warmth of the tears, and persuaded and said.

"You are my wife, whom I know very well. I didn't call you by that name because I don't know if you want me to call you Eliza, Jenny, or that." Averill answered slowly while holding Eliza's finger tightly, which she did not let go, while the other hand caressed Eliza's eyes, which honestly fell into her hand.

"But I want to." Before she had finished speaking, Averill continued to change the topic of their conversation. "Let's eat first and then we'll talk about this, okay?" Averill was still coaxing her gently.

Averill handed her a chopstick to use to eat with, and she took it. There are many dishes served in front of them. This was the first time Eliza had an appetite for food after not eating together with Averill for a long time. When she used Jenny's identity, she only ate a little too and felt that something was wrong with her. She didn't want to be the person she was when she was in front of Averill.

Averill watched the wife who was in front of her eating with a full appetite, and she also did not say anything because, based on what he saw now, her wife looked thin compared to her previous body size. When she felt herself being noticed by Averill, Eliza, who was still feeding her food, slowed down and looked at Averill with a questioning look. Her wife didn't eat much and just let her eat. How can she finish the food on the table?

"Why do babies eat in small quantities?" She asked softly as she slipped into the spoiled old call she often used to call Averill.

Averill, who heard the call "baby", was moved and kept looking at her wife, who was facing her. She misses the call that her wife used to call her.

She smiled and answered her wife softly, "I really haven't eaten in large quantities since a year ago. I get full quickly. "

"If Aurora looks at this, she will definitely touch it. Aurora eats hard. That's why her body looks cubby." She told Averill, who had stopped eating and looked at her without blinking. "Yes? "She answered again. "Let her eat a lot because at her age now she should eat a lot of food that is good for her growth."

"The baby is our second child, isn't it? What is her name? "

"Avery Alpha. That's her long name, and I sometimes call her Peanut because she's so cute and cubby. After all, she is very strong when breastfeeding. The story was full of joy when asked about her children.

"Avery. Her face is the same as yours. Surely our daughter will be beautiful when she grows up later. "

"All our children are indeed beautiful heirs. Look at your faces and mine." Eliza joked that she had stopped eating. She took the drink that was on the table and stirred it slowly so as not to spill. After that, he drank slowly. Drinking milk at night is a habit. Maybe it was Averill who asked the maids to prepare this hot milk.

After dinner, they sat there for a while, and the maids took back the dirty dishes and wiped the table in front of them with soap until it was clean. They know the attitude of Ms. Alpha, who does not want to see the room or any item in the house dirty.

Once they finished tidying and cleaning the table and taking out the dirty plates and mugs, they closed the door of the office again slowly. Averill let go of Eliza's hand slowly and said "I want to spray the room perfume for a while so that the room doesn't smell like food." She explained to Eliza and pressed the room's perfume spry.She pressed the sprayer three times, and a few seconds later she smelled lavender. Averill also opened the window to let out the smell of the food to replace it with fresh air.

After doing that, she returned to her seat at the table and sat next to Eliza. At that moment, the room no longer smelled of food, and only the scent of lavender dominated the air in the room. She sat down and changed her sitting position and now faced her wife, who was also in the same position as her.

"I have many questions that I want to ask you. Or do you want to rest on the bed tonight, so we will just talk about it another day." She also knew that her wife was wet due to the heavy rain earlier.