267 That dark place

"You said you needed to talk?" Autumn asked looking at her sister still hugging the photo.

She put the photo back and took seat near her sister on the bed,she placed her palm underneath her jaw and slowly raised her feet to her chest.

Seeing her picture with her mother brought back strange feelings.

She felt her eyes burning from tears that so desperately wanted to come out.

Her heart was pounding in her chest, mixing her mother's death with the perception that Corey might leave her made her felt worse and she wanted to scream.

She spent most of her time in therapy just to get rid of this unexplainable feelings she got after her mother's death,and now, she's feels like she's going back to that dark place.

She began wiping her forehead as heavy sweat started pouring out of her body.

The only thing her mind was screaming now is ' run! '. She closed her eyes tight trying to get the nightmares out of her head but it wasn't working,her mind was now playing some disturbing melodies and it wasn't sounding good at all.

When she returned home with her father years back,she started feeling this way and doctors told Ray that it was an disorder resulting from fear of loosing someone.

Whenever she feels like she's going to loose someone,she starts to feel this way.

She was advised to let go of things or people that she was afraid to loose,or not to get too attached to people because it will harm her mental health.

Now her biggest fear was loosing Corey,and her mind is always telling her that he's going to play her and dump her, she needed to escape from him as soon as possible.