I got that cold feeling in the back of my throat like I might throw up at any second. I squeezed my eyes closed and reminded myself that Yujin was somewhere nearby. They wouldn’t let anything bad happen to me. I tried to focus on how to get him to point the gun away from me, but the obvious answer made my insides twist in repulsion. I hated him, not just for what he did to me but how he did it with a smile. The whole time, he interacted with me as though we were old friends. As though it was any other business trip between colleagues.
I felt the gun press harder against the side of my head, and I took a deep breath. He spoke quietly, “What’s the matter? Afraid Jinnie won’t like seeing how much you love being with a real man?” He took the hand I had on his belt and guided it into the fly of his pants. He pressed himself into my palm, growing aroused at the touch.