Chapter - 4 - Run Around

Haigooo~~

Classes are too long specially when you don't like them...

But what I was happy about is every student greet me with a huge smile and also, even when classes felt long it felt livelier because they were all friendly and even if people ask some doubts no one was like "oh god they are so stupid they can't understand" they never said this... And also you know those toppers who keep asking even after bell rings? There weren't any like that here... As for now maybe? They themselves went to their teachers and ask them after bell which also result in us not being irritated... And if teachers find that doubt really important then they would share it with us in next class of same subject... These teachers were very friendly... Hope they maintain this atmosphere as long I'm here. I really have a bad connection with kids and teachers... Glad to see no teachers pet here... :]

But what's weird is.. Am I login a dream? These schools exist in life? Really?!

Atleast one thing ahout this place is good...

Soon it was lunch time and I was heading towards canteen. My mother gave me lunch but I don't want to eat that -3-

But if I don't eat that she'll muder me...

I turn back around and went to bring my lunch... I thought of going out and sit on bench or under a tree instead of sitting in a closed room... Atleast I can breath some fresh air...

And also I don't want to show my lunch to anyone... In my last school they used to judge me hard after seeing my lunch box... They also used to nake funnof me when I tried to eat fast because I was late... Which was traumatic... Oh it still is... They would just call me curry or something and make fun of me while they used to bring all fancy stuff... I used to bring stuff according to my necessity... But what to do... Kids these days...

I went out and was walking and walking and walking but didn't really find any place to sit... I start walking further...

Finally I saw a bench to sit at very corner... Nice Spot!

There were a lot of places to sit but it was crowded... Like people were just running around or stuffing each other's face or playing with water... I'm a clean child... Not in my home bu- So what aish.

"HEY!!" There we go again the chatter box is here... She's fun tho

"Hey~~"

"SO! What are you doing here? Why are you sitting alone? You still talk to no one? Are they not treating you well?"

"No they are all good... I did try to talk but I'm still not confident or comfortable... Whatever you call it! Will need some time... But will surely have to be friends with someone because I need notes too"

"Hmmm... You surely need some help... Do you want me to help you out?"

"That will be great but I'll ask for it later. I still need to fit in this atmosphere it's different..." And weird because no normal stuff happens here... Everything is extraordinary from good school to supportive teachers and peaceful classmates... Everything is different... I was the most ignored child back then but now all try to be close with me.

This school is real or am I dreaming... Did I change universe?

"So why you sitting here??"

"Oh I came here to have lunch.. What about you?"

"This is my usual spot to!! I love eating here!!"

"Why tho? You don't sit with your friends?"

"Well... You see I do sit with them sometimes but this spot I love it"

"Any reason?"

"What are you a journalist?!"

"I was just curious!!" -3-

"No reason tho... But I love this place..."

"That's nice..."

"What about you tho?"

"I'm new student..."

"So?"

"Am still fetus here..."

"Just... GO AND MINGLE YOU STUPID!! IS IT THAT HARD TO INTERACT?! JUST SAY HI AND SIT ANYWHERE!!"

"HOW CAN I JUST SIT ANYWHERE?! PEOPLE MAY BE UNCOMFORTABLE!!"

"IF THEY WILL BE UNCOMFORTABLE THEY WILL TELL YOU THAT!!! ATLEAST GO AND TALK TO THEM!!"

"It's embarassing you know... What if they just shout and say 'YAH YOU ARE EMBARASSING'... That'll be so bad" :(

"Then face it child... That's life aish... Anyways I'm sitting here..."

"No you can go it's fine I'll sit alone... I'll not feel bad..."

"Oh let me just sit I can't leave you here after watching you sitting alone here... Aish... If you were invisible I would have ignore you..."

"That did sound rude... But you can sit with your friends... You know..."

"Shut up and let me sit here"

"No it's fine.."

"AISH THIS KID"

"AISH OK!! JUST SIT!! PEOPLE THESE DAY'S!" I said as I roll my eyes- 0.0 Oh god hope she doesn't judge me in a bad way for rolling my eyes...

"What's with your eyes popping out?"

"I'm sorry I roll my eyes... Don't judge me please" :(

"You surely are a lot insecure... Kiddo how will you live in this world if you are that scared? Come on just live however you want!! Don't think of what other people say... I know it's easy to say than feeling it and this is common answer you get everywhere too, but trust me... it's nerve wrecking... Even for me an extrovert..." >_<

Wow she comfort me and also said how I'll feel after hearing it... Woah

"I know I heard this a lot but it's still not ok for me... It's irritating how my brain works on it's own... It doesn't even work that fast during my exam. HAHA! It works extremely fast when I'm in a bad mood or something like that... Stupid brain"

"It's normal don't worry... Just a normal case it'll work as the way you think so it depends on you... Anyways what did you bring?"

"XXX what about you?" (imagine your favourite curry)

"Woah nice... I don't like it... Anyways start eating I'll start too..."

"I- Oh- Ok... What about you tho... What will you eat? What did you bring?"

"I'm not in a mood.... I don't want to eat now... So I'll skip... Maybe eat something during class when teacher turns around? That's nice idea... I have some biscuits... I love it but it's rare to find... Because most people who saw me eating that make a weird face... I hate it" :(

"What are they? Cream biscuits?"

"Yeah"

"Which?"

"Cardamom"

"Ok that's some weird choice I must say..."

"WHYYYY~~ I LOVE IT" -3- "It's extremely rare... Why do people hate it!! Understand my feelings too" :(

"It's a flavour which should disappear forever"

"Shut up and eat your lunch! Aish!"

"Yeah yeah... Do you want some? As you didn't bring your lunch?"

"Ok... HOW DO YOU KNOW I FORGOT MY LUNCH HOME?!"

"YOU FORGOT IT?! I THOUGHT YOU LEFT IT IN YOUR CLASS AND DIDN'T BRING IT HERE!!"

"Okkk.... Forget this happened..."

"Aish... Aigo~~ My baby should eat food or she'll grow thin and unhealthy... Aigooo~~"

"AISH!! I'M NO BABY!! But if you want... I can be your baby... Do you want me to be your baby?"

She said with a wink as my heart flutter...

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Author's Note :- It really is heard writing chapters and updating everytime... So I just write it and post it as soon I complete a chapter... I know that's stupid but what to do🥲

I also thought it will be tough for me to update chapters when I visit my village but surprisingly I used to update a chapters a day...

But now I'm mostly busy sleeping or eating or watching TV... HEY THAT'S WORK TOO!!

And also about Cardamom biscuits... It's true 😭 I don't find them whenever I go and search for it 😭 It's sad 😭 And my friend was shocked when she saw me eating it... But my other friend likes it and would eat it in front of me in some way which would make me greedy but she would never let me taste it... She used to say she'll not share it because those biscuits are like 'ONCE IN A BLU- or shall I say Green? THING' Such trauma...

ANYWAYS!!

Bye for now will come back with a new chapter soon...

Stay tuned~~~