Abyss_9158

" HAN JINHYUN " 

" Yes, Jeunggyo-ya what brings you here, what's wrong, you look angry, did something bad happened " I was surprised because he never calles me by my Full name,he always use honorifics to address me, something bad must've happened that's why he's so anxious.

''ARE YOU LETTING ME GO?, DON'T YOU LOVE ME ANYMORE?, DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG?" He's voice was shaking.

he put my hands on his face, burying his face in them......
and then he started pecking them gently, his eyes were teary at urge of crying; like a puppy who's now grown but still whines at his owner.

What happened to you?....

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#angsty 
#bl
#yaoi
#ALPHA X BETA
#slowburn 
( The cover pic is from "define the relationship" bl manwha and if the real artist doesn't likes me using it as my cover please inform me on instagram https://www.instagram.com/abyss_9158/ , I'll make sure to remove it )

this is a story of two childhood friends, who both have gone through painful memories in their childhood and when they grow up they become too lonely to understand their own feelings.........
one doesn't realises his feelings for other because he thinks it's impossible for someone like him to fall in love and other one is too lonely to Even care about anything, all he wants is it to be with his loved once, for that he'll do anything even if it means he'll end up hurting himself and others around him... Even his loved one....

[ PURELOVE ]

After that day, we often went on weekends to meet aunt Mia and jeunggyo and then mom and aunty used to talk with eachother and I used to play with jeunggyo, I still remember when aunt Mia was playing with jeunggyo and asking him to say mom.


"Not ahha, say mama~" he still couldn't say 


So she asked him call me Hyung and I was looking at him wondering if he can say it.


"Okay, how about saying Hyung~, say Hyung~" I thought he'll not be able to say but- "hyooong~ hyung~"


I was surprised because I didn't thought that he'll be able to say 'Hyung', aunty tried onemore  time-


" Ahhaa, Mama ~ dada ~ hyooong~..." And this time he said it. That's how we used spend our weekends at aunt's house and our time went like that, it was quite fun, till things changed.


And just like that 5 yrs passed by I was 8yrs old now and jeunggyo is 5, we still do play with eachother and we quite get along but whenever we are playing he always Ends up losing from me and then starts fight with me, even though I never hit him but he's the one who cries and blames on me.


And because of that my always scolds me.


"Jinhyun, how many times I've told you not to hit him but you always make him cry. That's not a good thing, You listen to all of things mom says then why not you listen me on this, hitting someone is very bad, kid."


I really wanted to say 'it's that idiot who started fight, I didn't even hit him!!!' but when I looked at jeunggyo, I saw he was very scared that I'll blame him and tell my mom that he's lying. So, I....


"I'm sorry mom, I will not do it next time and I'm sorry jeunggyo."


"It's alright, jinhyun-ah, both of them are still kids after all. Come on, Don't scold him seohyun." Said aunt Mia while putting her right arm on my mom's shoulder.


"Come on, let's go, we should them Play. Don't worry once they get little older they'll be good friends, let's go and and sit there." Said aunt Mia and dragged My mom, 'I'm saved!'


Then me and jeunggyo started to play again, as if nothing happened.


Next weekend, jeunggyo came to my house to play with me, we were playing quite well but then he started fighting with me again.


i thought that after what happened that day [this idiot!!] jeunggyo will not fight with me again because I saved his ass last time but he was still doing the same. Just like always he told my mom that I hit him again and this time My mom was very angry. I was sure this time I'm dead because I'd knew that even if I told her that he's lying, she'll not believe me...


"JINHYUN, AGAIN...." But she got cut by aunt Mia.


"Seohyuna, Don't yell at jinhyun, he didn't do anything." She said while smiling at me.


Because this time not even I'd knew that aunt Mia saw us.


"I saw them, jeunggyo was the one who was fighting with him because he won, jinhyun didn't hit him and Jeunggyo come here" while her face saying,'come here, you little punk!'


"ggyo, come on, Apologise to jinhyun hyung" while making Jeunggyo bowing.


"Umm.. I'm really sorry Hyung [he just calles me Hyung in front them!]" 


"Jin-ah, mom's too sorry for yelling at you" she said while crouching in front of me and patting my head, I could see she was worried.


CHAPTER 3: I'VE BEEN GOING OFTEN.