Abyss_9158

" HAN JINHYUN " 

" Yes, Jeunggyo-ya what brings you here, what's wrong, you look angry, did something bad happened " I was surprised because he never calles me by my Full name,he always use honorifics to address me, something bad must've happened that's why he's so anxious.

''ARE YOU LETTING ME GO?, DON'T YOU LOVE ME ANYMORE?, DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG?" He's voice was shaking.

he put my hands on his face, burying his face in them......
and then he started pecking them gently, his eyes were teary at urge of crying; like a puppy who's now grown but still whines at his owner.

What happened to you?....

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#angsty 
#bl
#yaoi
#ALPHA X BETA
#slowburn 
( The cover pic is from "define the relationship" bl manwha and if the real artist doesn't likes me using it as my cover please inform me on instagram https://www.instagram.com/abyss_9158/ , I'll make sure to remove it )

this is a story of two childhood friends, who both have gone through painful memories in their childhood and when they grow up they become too lonely to understand their own feelings.........
one doesn't realises his feelings for other because he thinks it's impossible for someone like him to fall in love and other one is too lonely to Even care about anything, all he wants is it to be with his loved once, for that he'll do anything even if it means he'll end up hurting himself and others around him... Even his loved one....

[ PURELOVE ]

"Yes, why not but you we should ask him too, will you be okay with this jinhyun? "


I was not expecting mom to say Yes, but she's still asking My permission that's why I didn't mind, I was going to say no but then I looked aunt Mia she was hoping that I'll say Yes.


"Okay" mom was shocked but she knew that I could not say no to aunt Mia.


"But aunt Mia, do you have more clothes with you right now because ggyo is already one wearing so?" 


"Don't worry, your anuty have more clothes!!" She said while showing off a black  dress out of her bag__ now I was worried, 'why do you have them with you?' I really wanted to ask but I don't wanted to be rude but I still did.


"You see, I really wanted a baby girl so, i used to buy and collect any beautiful clothes I find but now I make ggyo wear them and take pictures of him so, I buyed this two while coming here ." She said while smiling. 


"So, should we? " Aunt Mia said while showing me the dress. I nodded.


I wear the skirt and came out of room  jeunggyo was laughing and mom was trying her best not laugh and make me feel bad.


After some time I notice that ggyo was not laughing but staring at me and asked


"Nothing!" He said while hiding his face [ What's wrong with this kid??] I thought and then I looked at aunt Mia and mom both of them were looking at us and smiling and they looked surprised.[ What's wrong?]


But then I saw my dad and uncle Kang looking at us from the door too, then I said


Then mom and aunt looked and welcome them too.


" Why didn't you ring the doorbell? " Mom asked dad.


"We wanted to see what you guys were doing and looks like everyone's having fun" Dad said while smiling and uncle Kang nodding.


'it's not fun at all!!, it's punishment instead!!' I thought but I couldn't say it, i was already too embarrassed to say anything and if said something like that I'll be called a baby and i don't want my parents to think that.


When we were changing clothes, ggyo was keep staring at me, when I notice


he didn't answer my question and became nervous and turned his head to other side, I got confused so, I ignored him.


CHAPTER 4.2: WHY ME TOO?!!!