32MANCHILD

"What do you want me to apologize for so that you forgive me ?", Vincenzo asked her and Anna scoffed.

"Don't you get it, it's not even about you asking for forgiveness ", Anna said as she placed the bottle of milk she was holding on the counter.

"Please help me understand because I do not understand. I know I have been a terrible partner and I am sorry about that .", he said as she moved closer to him.

"Am trying to be a better version of myself I want to treat you how you deserve to be treated ", he said as he took hold of her hand and she pulled it away

"It doesn't matter if I forgive you or not Even if I forgive you I'll never forgive the things that you did to hurt me. Every time I Look at you I just see the countless number of women you slept with while you were away ", Anna said

"This relationship was a business transaction you were the one who made things weird", Vincenzo said throwing his hands in the air.

His migraine was coming up and him talking to her wasn't making things easier for him.

"I know I was the one who made things word between us and now am telling you I want things to go back to the way they were before. When you didn't care about me at all and you went on trips without remembering I even existed ", Anna said.

She wasn't asking him for much she just wanted to go back to the days when she was invisible to him.

"I can love you the way you want I can give you anything you want all you have to do is just ask," VIncenzo said taking hold of her hand and this time she didn't pull it back

She looked at him and wondered where they had all gone wrong She knew that he had made a mistake choosing her. He shouldn't have. He should have just let her be.

"It is t about loving me the way I want anymore. You are but living me like that because you want to. I don't want to tell you how I want to be loved ", she said looking at him and she could see the hurt behind his eyes.

"I want someone who only wants m. Someone who isn't easily distracted by other women You could never give me that ", Anna said pulling her hand from his grip.

"What happened you used to love so much ?", Vincenzo asked her.

"I loved you too much and all you seemed to give me was a sleepless night of me just cryin'. You hurt me so much. t wasn't fair to me to love you All loving you did to me was destroy me ", Annaa said and she could feel the tea

She did not want him to see her like that She could just be weak in front of him again. He wasn't allowed to see that part of her again

"I tried so much to understand that maybe that was the life you were used to hitting that was wrong. I did not deserve to be hurt like that You could have easily left me alone if you knew you could never give me what I wanted ", Anna said her voice rising

"I was a mess when you went away. I punished myself thousand times and tried to change myself because I thought I was the problem ", Aa said pouring herself a glass of milk.

She could see her hands were shaking and chose to ignore it.

"I think loving you was the worst mistake of my life," Anna said chuckling and in that moment she looked like a maniac.

"Was I that bad", Vincenzo said and Anna chuckled

"You had someone else pregnant. You had a woman I here having sex with her I can't even name all the instances. It wasn't even about you sleeping with other women. You tortured me emotionally and didn't even think there was anything wrong with that " A nana said setting the glass down.

She was now pissed

"You did not care how things made me feel as long as you were okay with it I was just another woman you married in your life. I was nothing more than that, you hated me and I was too blind to see it. If anything is the one at fault here ", she said chuckling.

"You already knew that no matter how horrible you treated me I would still stay. I did not live myself and am embarrassed to say that. Am embarrassed that I let all of these things happen to me and I still saw the good in you.An m the problem, not yo. You deserve someone who does not care about themselves ", bananas.

"Brianna doesn't have my baby ", VVincenzo said and Anna wondered if the whole speech she had given him had passed by unnoticed.

She stared at him and she did but know what to do. She could not smile nor could she laughs

He was a child and she had somehow entrusted her heart to him. She could no longer see the man she was irrevocably attracted to

He was just a small boy who was acting tough and he knew nothing about him excited her apart from his looks.

She had terrible taste in men and he was the clear definition of that

"Well am so sorry I lost the one I was carrying but maybe it was for the best now we have nothing keeping us together ", she said and carried the bottle of milk up to her room.