Embarrassed

 The man called Rena then turned around.  But as soon as she turned around, Rena turned her face away.  She felt ashamed because she was married.  Parka is a man who has a crush on Rena.  And Rena actually at that time also had time to like Parka.  But because Parka never expressed his feelings, finally Rena married Lukman first.

 Rena immediately moved away from the cafeteria to avoid Parka.  She walked quickly so as not to be seen by Parka.  Parka is still confused, it looks like someone had called him. But who?  And Parka thought if I heard wrong.

 Rena inwardly means she and Park are on the same campus.  What if they meet again another time?  Of course, it will be very confusing for her.  Rena chose to go home immediately.  Because if you stay there too long there will be many possibilities to meet Parka.

 In the afternoon, Lukman made sure that Rena had gone home or not by telephone.

 "I've been home since earlier," replied Rena.

 "Oh, okay. I'll take you out to dinner later, okay?"  said Lukman.

 Rena just cleared her throat and hung up the phone.

 Rena still imagines when she accidentally met Parka on campus.  Her heart suddenly trembled when she remembered calling Parka.  I don't know if it's love or what.  It felt like Rena's heart was so happy to meet Parka.

 Simple and smart boy at school.  Many women also like Parka. But from the rumors that blow Parka likes Rena.  But unfortunately, Parka did not express his feelings until finally Rena married.

 Rena is still thinking about what if they will be on the same campus.  Will see you often.  But Rena wants Parka not to be on the same campus with her.  Because if that happened, it would only make Rena embarrassed to meet her like before on campus.

 In the evening Lukman invites Rena to have dinner outside.  Lukman had reserved a suitable place for them to have dinner together.  But Lukman saw Rena daydreaming a lot since coming home from work.

 "Rena, how was it on campus?"  Lukman asked.

 Rena did not answer when asked by Lukman.  Until Lukman stroked her hair.

 "Uh, what?"  Rena replied.

 "Why have you been daydreaming? I asked how it was on campus. What were you thinking right?"  Lukman asked.

 "No. I didn't think anything of it."

 "You like the campus?"  Lukman asked.

 "I like it. The schedule is next week I have entered college," replied Rena.  But it still makes Lukman feel curious.  Lukman is still curious about what Rena is thinking.

 When Lukman was allowed to go to the bathroom suddenly someone called Rena.  "Rena."

 Rena turned around.  Her eyes rounded perfectly because the figure in front of her was the man she had called this afternoon.

 "Par-Parka."

 "By chance, we met here, huh? How are you? I heard you're married?"  asked Parka holding out his hand.

 Rena looked down.  It's very embarrassing to meet a man who she has a crush on but she instead married a much older man.

 Not long after, Lukman came back.  "Who is it?"  he asked.

"I'm Parka, Rena's friend," Parka answered, a little hesitant because it seemed that she was dealing with Rena's husband.  Then stretched out a hand that Rena had refused.

 "Oh, Rena's friend. I'm Lukman, Rena's husband," Lukman replied and took Parka's hand.

 While Rena still looked down without speaking.

 "Then I'll excuse myself first. Rena, I'll go first," said Parka.

 Lukman looked at Rena still looking down.  "Rena, what are you doing?"  he asked.

 "I'm embarrassed. I'm ashamed of my friends because I'm married. They are still busy playing and hanging out. Meanwhile, I'm confined at home," Rena replied jokingly.

 Lukman took a deep breath before answering his little wife's words.  Rena's childish nature is seen making Lukman have to be extra patient.

 "So you are ashamed of your friend earlier? Where are you going with me? I'm not restraining you, Rena. You remember I allowed you to study abroad but you refused," said Lukman.

 Rena replied that she was just looking for an excuse if she was embarrassed to meet Parka, a boy she had liked when she was in high school.  "But still I'm ashamed of my married status. That means I'm not as free as I was before marriage."

 Lukman got up and went to Rena's seat.  He squatted beside Rena.  "Rena, I'm not letting you feel constrained. Do whatever you want. Just tell me. Don't hide it. It's just like you're not married.

 Rena was silent.  She is confused about what reason.

 "Do you want to stay here or go home?"  Lukman asked.

 "I'm hungry. I want to eat first and then go straight home," replied Rena.

 Lukman is relieved, at least Rena still cares about herself to want to eat.

 After finishing eating, Lukman immediately invited Rena to go home.  Because she doesn't want Rena to feel heavy-hearted again.  At home, Rena immediately went to bed after cleaning herself.  Lukman gives space to Rena.  So Lukman let Rena do what she wanted.

 Meanwhile, Lukman is still awake by checking his work for the next day.  Lukman's mind flashed.  Is it true what Rena said if she was only embarrassed because she was married?  She was thinking whether there was a different feeling with the man named Parka earlier.

 But Lukman did not want to speculate.  He believes his wife has promised to have each other.  So he no longer thinks about Rena. 

"Is it true? They have no feelings?"  Lukman muttered.