9. Dark night and old memories

While Aanaye was on bed some flash backs mingled in her mind that were not letting her sleep peacefully. She got up and went to her study table switched on the table lamp, she opened her diary ,holded a pen and started writing her thoughts in words that followed as

Love secrets

the boundaries you created

will now last forever,

the dying eyes in your seek,

will never now seek for you,

the trusted heart that was once your,

will no longer be yours,

the opened doors that waited for you,

one by one have started to close,

No wonder what memories you wanted to create with me,

But you forgot love is food for soul,

not a memory to be created.

Aineein❤

She stopped writing and thought of something in past. She remembered her first meeting with him at a cafe where with a rush as usual Aanye left her hand bag. This guy saw and ran behind her to return it. Aanaye was newly shifted to that place.

He looked at her and with a smile and thank you they moved on to their homes.

Again at a grocery store, incidentally they met there and both developed likings for eachother.

This depressed Aanaye deeply and this was seen in her anger towards eveyone.

She prayed to God but still remained desperate.

Mrs Shaiqa's toddler academy was new in a town.

Tabi came for his nephew admission there and from there on he came to knew Aanaye who she was and what she do.

The time passed by and their friendship grew into love.

Aanaye one day decided to talk him about marriage plans but Tabi refused for timebeing.

After that he started to change towards her his behaviour, his priorities were something else.

Aanaye caught her red handed with other girls but he proved her wrong witj different stories.

Aanaye was loosing self control instead of believing in God's plan she was making her owns.

One day his sister called her that they are planning for Tabi's wedding with one of father's family friend's daughter.

Aanaye asked about it from Tabi and he replied,

"Dear I am hopeless now, I struggled harder to tell my daddy about you but he refused. Don't worry sweetie, our love is pure and we have good memories together. I will live on those memories and you should too.

That love is more strong which does not find its destination. As with a time love fades away with marriage and without marriage, my love will stay for you. I will keep loving you."

These words was spoken by him mostly but that day Aanaye understood them clearly.

She left him and cried madly day and night.

Her mom and sisters tried their best to comfort her.

Slowly she found peace in remembrance of God and His plans.

She blocked him totally out of her life and promised herself that she will ignore him. She wasted her four years of life for him who was not worthy of her.

Annaye was deep down in thoughts, when Feeha called her from back," Why are you up by this time of night? Aren't you tired? Sleep you have to wake up early in the morning for academy."

Aanaye closed her memories and went to bed.

Quite late she slept.