It was therefore a shock to Felix when he heard Desmond say, 'About Gift, I am sorry if I hurt your feelings but I was of the opinion that you were estranged from her'. ' Or was I wrong to think that? I know that I should have chosen someone else to be attracted to but I can assure you it was not premeditated. It just happened and after the first, it became increasingly difficult to stop, not that I did not try. Because I really did'. Desmond explained, defending himself.