Gold Honey

"I asked you first...", Rowland sat up and swung his legs over the edge of the bed with his back facing Nick and stated officiously, he demanded an answer. But the sentence made Nick smile a bit as it sounded a tad childish, though in all honesty;

"I really don't fucking know.", Nick said again, this time there was something in his voice that made Rowland believe it. Although he could hear the smile plastered on Nick's face, he knew he meant it; he too, didn't know.

"How long... Have you thought about this, wanted... This?"

"To be honest...", Nick didn't want to answer and he sighed, but he knew that Rowland wasn't going to let it go;

"...From the moment I got close enough to kiss you."

That was far too ambiguous for Rowland's liking and satisfaction, but he was in no real mood to fight.