Why did she suddenly feel this way today? Was this some kind of anxiety that comes with marriage?. But she had gotten married before and it wasn't this way. She didn't feel this way on her wedding day with ken. Is it because she had a special reason to want to marry Arnold?. Was she really not in love with him?. Why was she now thinking of their future together?. Why was she suddenly having her doubts about this marriage?.
Even when she tries to deny the fact that she doesn't care, she could still feel that she had something for him. But of course it wasn't love. She couldn't define the feelings.
They've waited for more than thirty minutes and Arnold had still not come yet. She could see Devin pacing up and down at a spacious area with his phone on his ear and she could guess that he was trying to get through to Arnold. Why did she not have a cellphone? She asks inwardly. Suddenly regretting it now since it was important she also tries to call Arnold.