CHAPTER 173

  I thought she hadn’t mentioned it to Peter since I was still alive and had a job. Well, I may not have one after this week.

  “I don’t know what I thought because I don’t remember. I would never cheat on Gracie, not with a clear head. I have never experienced a blackout the way I did that night, which makes it worse, because maybe if I knew, then I could be honest with Gracie and work out what the hell happened to make me do something so stupid. Ashley, I can’t lose her. My life doesn’t make sense without her. What should I do Please, I need you to tell me what to do” I didn’t realize I was crying until I heard the brokenness in my voice.