Chapter 14

«In previous chapter Nathan isn't ready to let things go,Alice text back Tonny,Meanwhile Tonny is shocked by his cousins's lover but he is also afraid that he doesn't really know the person he want to date.»

To day is my presentation which will grant my capability and grade in my school I mean everything about this semester is kinda build on my presentation because I came to this school late than others that is what I was thinking and telling my self before I got into my class.

When I got in my class Nathan was there waiting for me with serious face and behavior,He came closer and said" First of all I want to apologize if I offended you last night but I am not sorry for loving you,have a nice day and good luck I love you" He left me there with full of confusion but I had to fucus first on my presentation,I want to impress my parents and also I want to make good impression in my new school.

I took time to breath in and out so I can refresh my mind and go back to my revision, I grabbed a sit and starts to revise again.

I revised and put everything on order again and make my mind up ready to make presentation .As time goes by we got in exact time of presentation everyone had a topic to talk about and we had to convince others that where the marks had to came from. They got on my name and I stood up looking confidence,I grabbed my papers and went in front, I was nervous because I am not good with standing in front of people but I was also excited to tell people what I did in my project, I went forward great everyone and starts to talk about my project,it was huge crowd of people that's how my school took presentation,it's like they take all the classes of same grade and their teachers to meet all together and everyone present their topic in front of people.

"Good morning everyone my name is Nathalie but my friends call me Natty I am here to talk about the untold story that make youth depressed and lead them to suicide, well I am not an expert but some of them I have personal experience and the rest is my research from different people, The first reason I saw and did research on was pressure I mean everyone want to be how they want them to be not how they want themselves to be whenever the pressure is being too much they ended up committee suicide, for example:my you have a teacher who always want you to be how he want you to be not who you are what will you do next if he keeps insisting? Ofcource you will find a way to escape that for good,that's how pressure of changing person really feels when it become to much they find a way to escape forever.

The second is life style ,You see now days we live in life where everything is money and connections where everyone want to look like celebrity that lead some of youth who want to keep up with life style make themselves suffer more to gain the life style they are looking for it might be either prostitution, selling drugs, because the more they are desperate for that,Then where the person who want to use them in their own benefit will start because they know their weakness so they can destroy them.

The last thing is parents are you surprised? well let me talk about this clearly, Some of parents doesn't understand their kids and don't even try to understand them like what they want to be in future and how they will get there,why they choose different,why they don't like the suggestion the parent are making, they just want them to be like them without even knowing what their kids really like that make and some parents have parents of comparing their kids with their friend's kids or relatives,Dear parent you are giving your child a good reason to feel useless and worthless and that contribute a lot of committee suicide because they think no one else can understand them if their own parents doesn't understand.

And another thing about parents they always when they always fight .for example may be one can't leave because of the kids, As we all know there is a lot of broken marriage in this world but they can't separate because of their kids's sake sometimes when the kids always see them suffering and got to learn that they are the reason which keeps parent together some of them sometimes they committee suicide as an end of parent fights, In conclusion we have to find the solution for this because youth is the future, and if we work together things will change and dead fellow students please don't choose suicide as an option, you're to young to die, Thank you". I said

As I was done presentation everyone stood up and clap for me it was as if I talked about what everyone was afraid of talking,some students came closer to congratulate me and said" I wish my parents were hear to listen but thank you it's like you really know what I am going through". I smiled and said"keep your chin up your life is more precious than your parents wishes"She hugged me and left, after class I prepared my self to workout I went to in our dorms to change so I can for workout.

When I got in dorms everyone was looking at me with smiles it's like I really made another impression in them ,when I was walking to my bed Jenifer suddenly appeared, Came closer to me and said" hey it's been long time without talking can we talk now"? I glanced at her with a curious face and said"yeah sure we can talk" she grabbed a sit before she even starts to talk Alice came in dorms calling my name and I looked behind to see why she is calling me like that but when she saw Jenifer her mood suddenly changed and said"anyway I see you have a visitor I will talk to you letter" When Alice and Jennifer saw each other both mood suddenly changed looked at each as if they have something wrong between them moment it's was really obvious Alice stood up and said"it's ok you guys talk I will came back letter"she left.

Alice grabbed sit and starts to tell me some stories while I was changing her talking "girl I heard you are hot topic in school, anyway may I ask you something"? I looked at her and said "yes you can ask" Shyly she starts to bite her nails looking around and said "how well do you know Tonny" I Loughed hard by remaining her how she used to call Tonny a jerk now she wants to know more about him? I mean it makes sense but I wanted to tease her a little bit,Her shyness started to improve and she said" if you continue to make fun of me I will leave you" After I heard that I tried to become serious and listen to her."look we were best friends back in days but we got separated because he changed school and everything so we never got in touch since then except 2 weeks ago,why do you ask" She looked me and said"nothing I just want to know him better like what he like,dislike I don't know I want to know him better but I will ask him more" I glanced and smile then left for my workout .

IN CITY

Meanwhile Danny and Jane spent all day together talking, Lough,playing it's was full of fun however Tonny was in his room,Even thou that is his cousin's house he also owns the room in that house,He live there more often than his parents house,He was playing the video games when he suddenly remembered that may be Alice replied him back so he changed the activity then shift to the phone and starts to read the message and smiled when he got the Alice's and said"I got you"He suddenly started another conversation and said "are you free" after some minutes he got reply said that"yes I have almost 2 hours before we got back to the classes for prep"

He lied down with pillow under head getting ready to have a long conversation.

Tonny:so how was your night and day?

Alice:both was good how about yours?

Tonny:good I am not at school anyway I went home this morning.

Alice: what? what happened?? are you ok? don't make me worry( she sounded worried)

Tonny: are you warried about me? hh

Alice: whatever...

Tonny: don't be like that! I went home to relax I am fine don't worry thou,I didn't even know you care that much thou

Alice:there is a lot you will be impressed in.

They talked all the 2 hours it's like the were in their own world everything was good and they really had good deep conversation,When they were talking Alice's time was over so she had to go back in prep so she said bye to him and went to prepare her self for prep.

Meanwhile after my workout I went back to my dorms prepare my self for prep,I did all I had to do and went back to my class, when I got there Nathan was waiting for me,I was shocked but deep down I was happy and excited,He took hand and said"we have unfinished deal go and grab your staff I am ready to learn ma'am" He let me while I was walking on my desk I was excited and happy then I grabbed everything I needed then went back to find him then we went to library,getting there grab a sit and suddenly stops to talk and only looking at each other,"ohh there she is"some one said and we both glanced and said"who"? that person replied "ofcource you" I suddenly stood up and said"what happened?? why are you looking for me sir"?.....

watch out next chapter.....