Chapter 5: Depression

It been a week now, but that knight was begin to eat me up like I never expected, I just wish all this isn't happening, am now looking unhealthy, am just emotionally down, even when I try pleading with Jerry to please help me tell my dad that he does not like me again, but instead he insist on been on it own, I guess this burden is too much than I carry, apart from Nagata, I have no one to share my plight with

I guess all what they use to show in the movies and novels are just real, I must have mistake it for another thing , I just wish it remains fact like I always think

Now my parents are trying to restrict me from eating their food, using wears bought by them and most annoying my credit card, I guess in totality they are about to disown me, I just pray they did, cause I can't live foolishly like this

It either this now or that later, like seriously my parents are really getting on my nerves, all they care for is wealth here and there and for sure it really making me feel nervous

Ouch, I shouted as my stomach ache me, I really do not know what to do, I could hear my stomach stumble, I could feel the pains and guess what it hunger, I haven't eaten since AM Cat until now

Why am I even talking to my self, am I okay, or have I miss it, or am I under spell, I guess no

Mia you must not give up, you must learn how fight for your self, suppress your depressed, I found myself saying that aloud

I could hear my parents mocking me, I guess they hear what I say, kudos to them, I said low

Dear please, listen to us, you are the CEO of Stan Ltd. co, you no just a nobody, you are a whole CEO of the 7th best ranked industry of the year and your best suit and match is Jerry, please for crying out loud, his father industry is the 1st ranked industry in the world, and having him as a an in-law to be, is my happiest consent, please dear, I have work day and night, winter and summer, just to make I sponsor you to school dear, just this one, have I ask for too much, my dad said, for the first time have I ever see my dad tearing up, it really shattered my heart seeing that way

Dad I promise you, you won't regret sending me to school, your hardwork and hardtime won't be in vein, I promise I will do whatsoever to make you happy, I said cleaning his tears, my mom who as well couldn't help it also, begin to cry like a baby

Mom stop it, is it because your husband is tearing up is that why you wanna do same, I said jokingly, making my mom and dad chortle out their ase