Chapter 15: Valentine's

it February 14, I bet this Valentine's is going to be fun, people carrying their baggage and lot, flowers and gift to their love ones tonight, but I can't get any from anybody, I wish Jerry could love me but it incorrect cause his heart weren't meant for me just as mine doesn't also, I just have to let go of all those silly idea of making him grow affections for me, Xieva was right, he really is, love can't be defined by the wrongs, am just wrong but now am ready to right my wrongs no matter what

I guess I should have atleast go shopping, I should get myself a dress or something nice since I can't get any from anyone

I went upstairs, loosen my hair and put on my bathrobe but this one is quite short, it from my burst to thigh, it my eighteen years birthday gift from my bestie Nagata, so I put it on and my bath shoe in match to it, I really look hot like a celebrity unlike my real self

on my way going to the car lots where I forget the key to my bathroom cause I only leave it out of the rest, I saw Xieva with a brown short in match to his completion, exposing his sexy broad chest, he really look hotter than I do, no matter how hard no one could resist him, he could make one fall for his ordeal

we keep staring at each other for a very long time, the sucking of his while staring at me send me insane, he is really sexy unlike me who is sucking my index finger looking at his broad masculine body

we stand still for like an hour before I break the silence

I couldn't resist myself not to fall for his sexual urge, I have to break the silence cause I won't let what befall me last time repeat itself, that knight repeat itself, am gonna try hard to erase that night which is really a hard nut to crack

hmm am sorry, we both chorus as if we have been waiting to speak up same time, but let the truth be told, am kinda suprise how we both break the silence with apology same time cause I didn't plan for this

Mr Xieva, I fo...r...get Mr bathroom key at the car lots which I have to get now, I said running but he stop me instantly by dragging me back

man what are you trying to do?, I ask

nothing more but trying to prevent you from falling cause the floor is too slippy, he said cleaning up the floor and then he let go of my hand

yeah,thank you, am really sorry for acting this awkward, I said feeling embarassed

soon enough for me I arrive at the lots and pick up the keys, I couldn't went in through the front entrance, so I decided to used the back entrance cause I don't want to see his face, I felt embarrassed for thinking otherwise, I just have to forget about that night cause each time I see him, everything about that night, the sex, kiss, hug and talk keep bumping into my head and ache my heart, I have to forget that knight ever exist and won't let it repeat itself