Chapter 20: Lady wish

I snick out of his room into mine so as for me not to be exposed, bet me he his damn sweet

I couldn't get him off my head, I wish I have him as a fiance not to talk more of a husband, he is all Lady wish to have in a guy, he is cute, humble, intelligent and amongst all a sex gods, I swear if am give the opportunity to date any guy of my choice it will be him

unlike Jerry who is dull, ugly, wicked, arrogant and even stupid to think of me as his control toy

too much stressful day, first Jerry with his harsh words on me is making me nut, secondly Nagata of all people, I think I always get her back just as she always get mine, even right from our old high school days, Dave was my boyfriend, with all the love I showed him, pay his tutor fee, weak adjustment fee, I provide all that for him but he still have the nerve to cheat on me with my best friend and my best friend also have the guts to open her legs wide for him since she grow no shame but I see it as nothing cause I won't break my friendship for a traunt, we continue our friendship like it never happened, still that same friend of mine break our friendship cause of that fool, friendship that have been trying to protect with all I could but she sees me as the fool, a cry puppy indeed, so no one is worth to be trust, I promise I won't go back to that friendship with her, I guess she think having a child for that guy will make him love her, I doubt it

the mistake I made in my whole life I will make sure I correct them cause it never too late and now I have to choose between Family , friends and lover, Friendship and love, Wealth, class, power and love, money, riches and love, but definitely I guess love win, cause am going to fight for love and not this time will I ever made the mistake I have been regretting for over decades now

I guess I have to tell Xieva that I love him, I have to confess my feelings for him cause I can't wallow in pains with having a comforter and I guess he is the right person for that

Different thought running into my head's, I need rest after that sex gods have giving me a hard time but it really nice, it one of the best sex have ever had

1, 2,3, go, go, I said turning off the light and close my eyes for like an out before the sleep have been long waiting for come

ouch I forget to say my evening devotion I said waking up, picking up my Hebrews Bible which I said solemnly before retiring to my Wonderful sleep