What's that feeling?

Meng.....Meng , do the dishes. You didn't do anything from morning. Meng, didn't you hear me or you acting all over here. (Meng's mom)

Meng,

Coming, i am coming. Just wait a bit mom. Ohh god, why is she always like this. It's nothing, how much i am doing. I do everything but still she is always angry on me like you stupid girl, you didn't do anything. It's so irritating, huhhhh...i am tired of it. Sometimes i want to just leave this house but i can't do anything. Always they have thousands of reasons to blame me, angry on me. What should I do.

Meng's mom,

Are you coming or not.

Meng,

yeah mom i am here. Now you can rest , i wash the plates.

(After 1 hour )

Meng,

Finally, i am done. Now it's time to relax and watching some reels. Ohhh my, what's that feeling. Every time i watch him, my flutter. Firstly i just have crush on him but now it's like my feeling get change for him. Huhhhhh, my heart start to pounding and my stomach is hurting so badly. What's happening? Why men, why? You make my heart flutter. What's that? Is this love...no, no...it can't be. But what should I do. I can close my eyes to things i don't want to see but how can I close my heart to the feelings i don't want to feel 🥺.

ring ...ring....ring....ring...

whose call is this late night.

ohhhhh, it's Xi.

Hello Xi.

Xi,

Hello meng, what are you doing?

Meng,

Huhhhhhh, regretting my existence 😞.

Xi,

What you babbling, what happened?

Meng,

What can be. I don't know what is this but my stomach is hurting very badly and my heart start to flutter after seeing taehyung 's photo. I started falling for him. I can't get my eyes off from him.

Xi,

Ummmm..... may be it's love.

Meng,

yeahh it is, but "loving someone you can't have, it's like watering a dead flower" it never bloom. It's unrequited love, it is the hardest of them all, hoping for something that might never just happen. Still i am hoping after knowing everything.

Xi,

For your heart , it is the greatest feeling you have ever had, but your mind knows the difference between wanting something you shouldn't and wanting something, what you can't have and this is wanting something you shouldn't. But it's ohk , it's a feeling of love. "Love is like a virus. It can happen to anybody at any time". It's not in our hand, we can't control this feeling. But still you can hope that one day you will be with him. No one seen a future, what will happen? And "the future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams". Just believe yourself.

Meng,

The loss of young first love was so painful. Once i lose and now i don't have courage to love someone new. But it's a feeling which i can't stop. Back then , that's also a unrequited love and now it's also a unrequited love.

Xi,

First love is only a little foolishness but you learn a lot from it.

Meng,

Life is a perfect sad rhythm, In which the words are missing, Everybody writes their own lyrics, And I am too broken for this part, I only know this phase of my life.

Ohk , it's late now . Let's meet in school tomorrow. Bye.

Xi,

Bii.

(In school)

Xi,

Good morning guys.

Sunhoo and Meng,

Good morning Xi.

Meng,

Sunhoo are you free in the evening. I have something to discuss.

Sunhoo,

I am not free, i am expensive 🤣Lol.

Xi,

I am laughing so hard, he is always be like this.

Meng,

Ohhh ... please Sunhoo, be serious. Tell me if you have nothing to do in evening.

Sunhoo ,

I have my tution classes, i can't meet you.

Meng,

You always studying so hard. How can you do this ?..

Sunhoo,

It's not that, we all have to study.

Meng,

But still you study much than us. It's like you strain yourself.

Xi,

Well, he have to study hard for being a topper. After all he is our topper.

Meng,

Yeahh, you are right. Sunhee and Sunhoo both are topper of our class.

Sunhee,

Are you talking about me.

Xi,

Ohh, sunhee is here. Yeahh ... Sunhee we are just talking about you.

( Ring, ring, ring,)

Sunhoo,

Class is over now.

Xi,

yeahj, let's go home together.

Sunhoo,

No, i can't.

Meng,

What's wrong with you? You are behaving strange this days. Did something happen?

Xi,

Yes, Meng is right. What happened?

Sunhoo,

No, it's not like that. I am pretty busy this days and nothing. Every thing is fine, don't worry.

Meng and Xi,

Are you sure.

Sunhoo,

yess.

Meng,

Ohk bye, then

(Meng, After school, in cafe)

she is so shocked.

Keep reading next chapter. 😊