pearl_rare

In the age where we all have to gone through, in which we can't even do anything. We all have to suffer to this phrase - nightmare, tears, hurted, shocked, anger, hatred emotional, sensitive life, alone, love, heartbreak, study pressure, betrayer, backstab,lies, untrusted and so on. Yes its about our teenage. In school life, all teenagers are suffering from same depression, want to escape the reality and hide under their emotions. Where two friends suffering from same disorder meet in school. Meng hue who is transferred student in saebom high . She is struggling in her life and not having good past. She is broken heart and lonely.But she never let anyone know about her pain, her past. She always wear a mask of pretty smile. A very kind hearted girl with pretty smile hide the deepest pain and sea of tears. She is always in her own fantasy where she saw future And xi who is also suffering same as her and trying to live her own love fe ignoring the world but Still she is in depression. They both with same mentality, same thinking become best friend like soulmate and now they trying to help people to overcome from there depression. At the same time where meng hui start to live her life , her first crush shyi in back school is now transferred in saebom high too. After a month, her friend attempt sucide, and meng hue started blaming her self, whole is school is now against her. It's misery that it's misery that it's a sucide or a crime? Why they blame meng hue? Why she attemt suicide ? Or who is the criminal?

our teenage - what's behind your pretty smile?

Meng.., Meng..., wake up. You little fool. She is always watching mobile late night and sleeping like this in morning. ( meng's mom).


Ahhhhh.... mom , i am waking up. Why you always beating me up and splashing water on my face.


Because you never gonna wake up if i am not doing this. Just go brush your teeth, take shower and do all the house chores. Your dad and i going outside. May be we are home late at night. You have to do everything today. It's your holiday today, don't give excuses. 


huhhhhhh..... shit this work. She always like this, already i have lots of things to do and here she is started again. Ohhhhh god, what should I do? my holiday get ruin. Huhh , what i can? 


Just do fast, breakfast is not ready yet. We are starving. 


Meng's grand mother ( to her grandfather ),


She doesn't know a value of money. Always wasting money like a water. She doesn't ever know until she learn to earn that how much hard work it takes to earn little money. 


( Meng, get angry and leave the breakfast.)


   I get tired of listening this every day. What can I do?  there is no way , earning money in this age.


  ( Her phone is ringing, she just pick up the phone ).


Nothing, it's just my life is messing with me. 


What can? i am tired of listening same stuff everyday. How can i earn money?


"There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you". 


Yeahhhh, the untold story. The indirect pressure . My parents are saying that i don't need to take stress about study, they say do as you can. But in the other hand, they always scolding me for everything and keep tond on me. There is lots of financial issue, how can't i stressed. That's the biggest pressure, stress for me. They aren't directly pressure on me but whatever they are doing is much more than pressure, it feels. 


There are stories to be told that are still untold and characters to be portrayed that haven't been portrayed correctly. So there's work to be done.


Like indirect pressure, no one ever known or no one ever taught about it but that's the pressure only one who suffer is known. That's the unknown pressure.


There's a girl in my mirror crying tonight, abd there's nothing i can say to make her alright..


"A broken heart is the worst. It's like having broken ribs. Nobody can see it but the pain is unbearable every time you breathe".


And you get broken by listening all this stuff and pressure. 


I am your sister making a good impression.


I am your best friend hoping you'll be there.


You are so good at making poems and writing. Ummm, i have an idea .


Why don't you participate in Web novel contest this year. May be possible you win. 


That's a great idea, but what if i can't?


"Your greatest fear should be a pathway that will lead you towards your greatest discoveries".


Hope you like reading. Keep an eye on my novel .


The story untold - Indirect pressure.