CHAPTER 11

~LILY'S POV~

Today was now a Sunday. A day to relax, so toady I got to spend the day with Aiden this time. We spent the day walking around and even a walk in the garden,it would of lovely but for some reason it didn't feel as beautiful or peaceful as it did when i was with the Seven Kings. I just couldn't make sense of it and it pretty sure spoilt my mood.

Aiden was the guy i used to be crazy in love for but now i was already feeling that distance between us. I don't want that but something doesn't feel right it's pulling me away from him.

After the weekend i just told Aiden that because my father works under them so just in nervousness and pressure i blurted to the kings that you are my boyfriend and i apologized to him for using his name but what surprised me the most was his reaction.He didn't asked further and just believed me simply. He just simply said 'I won't mind to be a real boyfriend' This was my chance to claim my feelings for him but at that time i just felt annoyed and I felt like those feelings are not here anymore. I really don't know what I'm doing.

Later on in the day i had been requested by the kings for a sunday meal instead of dinning in the hall without everyone else from my class. Even in the little note, it said that my parents were to join this time, which made me feel a little more happier. I wanted to speak with my mom about this and how I've been feeling all day.

There was a dress left on my bed when i came back from the afternoon with Aiden. It was with the note to say about the Sunday dinner. The dress was cute, so who ever picked out had taste.

After putting into be dress and checking myself in the mirror, it made me look so innocent in white since white is not really colour of choice to wear but still, i like the dress. It was a good thing i had pump shoes to go with this and i applied just a little makeup. Nothing that was too much but something a little more natural looking. I felt the need to pamper myself just a little.

Just as i finished applying my lip gloss there was a knock at the door. I sighed and checked myself once more in the mirror and went to answer the bedroom door. I expected it to be but no, it wasn't him, it was Jin.

He clearly checked me up and down and choked to which he had to clear his throat with his hand in a fist to his mouth before gulping and smiling at me.

"You ready my lady?" Jin

Now he tries to act all cool. Just a minute ago I think he lost it for a minute, it was pretty funny to see his reaction in me just wearing a simple white dress.

I nodded at him and he held out his arm and i gladly took it and closed the door behind myself. I surprised myself with just how easily i took his arm compared to when Aiden my first love himself wanted to hold my hand earlier today.

The walk to wherever we were going was quiet , we barely spoke but it didn't feel uncomfortable at all. It was like a nice walk,it felt the i should of felt with Aiden as I love him or do I? What the hell is happening to me?

"Are you okay Lily? You seem like you have something on your mind." Jin

He could tell?

" It is noticeable is it?"

I chuckled nervously and he cracked a wider smile while he stared off down the hallway.

"Yes, remember you are my mate so i can tell these things." Jin

" So all of you will be able to tell then?"

He nods and then finally looks at me.

"Yes, what I would feel for you, they would too." Jin

"I see."

I nod once and look away to the paintings on the wall as we continued walking.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Jin

I shook my head tp look back at him with a forced smile.

"No it's okay. I'd rather actually talk to my mom, If that's okay? But thank you."

"Ofcourse but I'm always here for you If you want someone to listen." Jin

God his face is so handsome, even now he's turned away to look straight I couldn't help but stare at his side profile. His eyes, those lips I just wanted to.....no, stop it. I've got a boyfriend even if its fake though but they don't know.

I shake my mind off from the unholy thoughts and tried my hardest to not look at him in the face, nut every time I did, he had a little hint of a smile, growing wider each time I looked at him.

He soon came to a stop at some double doors and pushed them open with his free hand. Upon walking into the room everyone was already there around the table, they stood from their seats and bowed, even my parents. Jin bowed back and I followed his lead just before he guided me to a seat to a seat at the table to sit in the top end of the table opposite Han on the other hand. I thanked him and took a seat just when everyone else did.

"That dress really suits you Lily." Damon

"Yes, I must say Ruel you picked out the right dress for this evening. My princess is looking like a doll 'who i want to wreck all night' " Ren

He leaned back in his chair, licking his lips with his eyes travelling up and down. I gulped slightly and fiddled with my fingers. Gosh he's such a tease.

"Shut up Ren!" Han

"Lily would look good in anything I would of picked." Ruel

I brought up the courage to look up at him and he had eyes on me with a gentle smile.

"Thank you, King Ruel."

"Oh please My Flower just call me Ruel." Ruel

Out of the seven so far I feel more comfortable with Jin and Ruel. Don't get me wrong they are all really nice, except Luke's stares and Newt's angry outbursts but, they've just got this more trusting aura about them.

To me Ren seems to do nothing but lust after me and I can tell by the way he licks his lips at me every time i look at him and Han and Damon, I don't really know yet.

The room went quiet and i could feel the seven pairs of eyes on me, but it try to ignore it.

"So, how was yesterday then? I heard you all spent some time together?" Mom

She broke the silence and I was a little relieved when she did.

"Actually mom, can I speak to you later please?"

She frowns at me and takes my dads hand on table.

"Ofcourse, Is everything okay?" Mom

I nod. I didn't want her to think something was when what i want to talk to her about could possibly be nothing.

"Yeah, I just have a few questions."

She nods at me after studying my face and picks up her glass.

"You can ask us anything Lily, maybe we can help?" Han

I stared at him from across the table. Can I ask him something?

"Okay then. Have there ever been human mates to vampires before?"

He thought for a moment, gently tapping his finger on his lips.

"There has been." Luke

All eyes go to him as he eyes up his glass in his hand.

"Really? How would you know?" Han

Luke simply looks at him with again no expression.

"I told you. I'm doing research." Luke

The aura in the room changed. It became dark and dangerous and I didn't like it one bit. I could sense it with the hairs standing up on the back of my neck and the way Luke and Han glared at one another with red eyes.

"One more question."

I pointed my finger up. They both pulled away to look back at me with normal brown eyes, they changed so quickly and the aura changed again and my dad sighed out loud, like he had just let go of a puff of air he had been holding.

"Yes?" Han

"Would the human mate feel anything towards the vampire/ Like a pull to them or something?"

My mom gasps and slams her hand on the table while I watched Han's lips curved up to a smile.

"Why do you ask Lily?" Han

I shake my head rapidly, panicking he might catch on to what I'm actually talking about.

"It's not what you think. i'm just wondering that's all."

"Sure you are." Damon

"It's okay to want us Lily because we certainly want you." Ren

He smirked while bringing his glass up to his lip. I cursed myself for even asking that. I should of kept my mouth shut.

"Lily, I'll talk to you about this later okay?" Mom

Relief, thank goodness I could speak to her later. Hopefully in my room before Joy comes back from spending some time with Alice, since Alice had some sort of melt down last night and i couldn't be there for her.

"Thank you mom."

She nods and smiled at me.

"Can we talk about something else please?" Dad

He groaned and i don't think he would of felt comfortable with the Kings going all cocky and their eyes on me right now did not help. They looked like they wanted to devour me.

"Oh I know! How about we plan a way to get rid of that boyfriend!" Newt

" No! We're not talking about Aiden! I don't want to talk about him right now."

"Why not? He's your boyfriend isn't he?" Jin

" Yeah you don't have to remind me."

I rolled my eyes and leaned my head on the palm of my hand, that was propped up by the support of my elbow on the table.

Jin grinned at me three seats away and there was a few snicker until I realised i just spoke about my boyfriend in some sort of unbothered attitude. The action coming to my attention I sat up straight again in my chair and cleared my throat.

"I'm sorry."

"Oh no. Don't be sorry." Newt

Oh God what have i done! I shouldn't of even opened my mouth during this dinner. All I've done is give them some sort of though I'm losing interest in my boyfriend, which is semi true. I felt this way towards Aiden but at the same time I didn't want to because I cared about him deeply.

I just hope I survive this dinner and have a talk with my mom.